Spiral's Sex Magnet 2011 journal

[Spiral]

Well last night was neat. I had some more to drink and smoked some marijuana as well which was a mistake.

I ended up meeting a cool girl and in the end I probably could have made out with her because our connection was so strong. I just never went for it at the perfect opportunity. I had that gut feeling and I rejected it. I don't want to make any excuses but it's merely the fact I wasn't sober in any of our interactions together. I didn't have the motivation or drive to take things to a sexual level. I knew it could be.. I just didn't do it. Maybe it's not wanting attention or jealousy from friends because we were never alone. I guess I gotta get over the pda thing and haters are going to hate. Sex magnet works for sure.. but I find that there are times where I have to do things myself. And now that I look back on a couple situations I definitely could have made something happen.