12-23-2011, 07:24 AM
Well that high ride didn't last long. We had the company christmas party last night and I was pretty anti social. I talked with just about everyone but all the co workers brought there guests and obviously they are people I don't know. So fear of the unknown and new things still cause fear inside me I guess. BUT also I am beginning to realize alcohol makes me more self concious. I had some last night and all it did was loosen me up physically but I was mentally more self concious so I don't need to be drinking anymore. Other than that.. sex drive has been up very high the last few days.. and indifference is also up.. but I'm beginning to question the subliminal again. whatever.. I'm going home today for a week to see old friends and my family again.
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
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"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.
