I have these problems too a lot and I just wanna withdrawn and be alone and not socialize yet at the same time I do...and it's hard...but I also have random days come up where I feel the urge to get out and do new things. I think it's quite a bit of resistance and I read journals on some of the other guys about the sub pushing them to do new things and socialize. Perhaps we are just in a clash between the two sides? 
Ryan
Ryan
