07-02-2019, 05:30 PM
* Couple noteworthy things happened. For one I didn’t play an ITM look today, lately my motivation and productivity has been high at work, despite all the distractions with women, but around 3 pm today my motivation and productivity took a sharp dive. I stopped being motivated or productive and didn’t even give a damn that I was dragging. I also almost fell asleep before I got out of the car while picking my daughter up from school. Now that I’m thinking about it, this is one of the two occasions the past two weeks where my motivation and energy dropped quickly and the only thing that brings it up is playing LTU.
* Don’t know if it was TID from UMS but my bank refunded me money out of nowhere for a reason I’ve never even seen before and I didn’t even ask them to do anything.
* I got home and didn’t feel like cooking, I was just about to start gathering ingredients when one of my best friends called and said he was in the area, and asked if I wanted something to eat, and brought me and my daughter food.
* At work, it’s becoming more apparent that women are intrigued by me, even when I don’t show interest, including SS. I’ve never seen women hold a crush for over a year lol. Speaking of SS I’ve simply stopped giving a damn, she’s way too weird and closed off around me but stares harder than anyone else from afar. The lack of confidence is off-putting to me, a shame since there could’ve been potential but oh well, I’ve got plenty other women to entertain me at work and outside of it too at this point.
* Don’t know if it was TID from UMS but my bank refunded me money out of nowhere for a reason I’ve never even seen before and I didn’t even ask them to do anything.
* I got home and didn’t feel like cooking, I was just about to start gathering ingredients when one of my best friends called and said he was in the area, and asked if I wanted something to eat, and brought me and my daughter food.
* At work, it’s becoming more apparent that women are intrigued by me, even when I don’t show interest, including SS. I’ve never seen women hold a crush for over a year lol. Speaking of SS I’ve simply stopped giving a damn, she’s way too weird and closed off around me but stares harder than anyone else from afar. The lack of confidence is off-putting to me, a shame since there could’ve been potential but oh well, I’ve got plenty other women to entertain me at work and outside of it too at this point.
