06-16-2019, 05:04 AM
Between this morning and the previous two days, I’m noticing a new pattern of becoming mentally hyper whenever I’m not actively doing anything to improve myself or my life. Even when lying in bed, if I’m not sleeping then I’m watching videos or reading books to acquire new knowledge on how to improve various aspects of my life. The longer I sit and do nothing the worse the feeling of boredom and stagnation becomes. This has got to be the work of USLM, UMOP, and the Ltu programs combined. Gotta say it’s not all bad. Feels like I’m finally getting that mental “kick in the ass” I’ve always wanted and needed. I can honestly say that self-generated motivation is something I’ve struggled to develop and strengthen until now.
