04-23-2019, 06:03 AM
Day 3:
Yesterday felt not so great, had a headache from the time I woke up. Also felt had several aches in my body which may be a symptom of detoxing. I felt the most drained I'd felt in months. I was sure to care for myself by cancelling the overtime I was gonna do, and heading home to sleep.
This morning I woke up drained again and actually went back to sleep after conducting my daily mediation. But as of now, while here at work, I feel a great sense of joy and peace. I can feel this warmth in every cell of my body. I don't recall ever feeling this happy before, like everything is going to be alright. No judgment of myself or others, no frustration or overthinking. I feel like I don't care if I'm liked or loved by anyone outside of myself. Is this the "high on life" feeling I've heard about?
Yesterday felt not so great, had a headache from the time I woke up. Also felt had several aches in my body which may be a symptom of detoxing. I felt the most drained I'd felt in months. I was sure to care for myself by cancelling the overtime I was gonna do, and heading home to sleep.
This morning I woke up drained again and actually went back to sleep after conducting my daily mediation. But as of now, while here at work, I feel a great sense of joy and peace. I can feel this warmth in every cell of my body. I don't recall ever feeling this happy before, like everything is going to be alright. No judgment of myself or others, no frustration or overthinking. I feel like I don't care if I'm liked or loved by anyone outside of myself. Is this the "high on life" feeling I've heard about?
