Shannon's UMS Journal

[DavisMind91]

Yesterday was a Very Bad Day ™.  I tried to force the program to be finished regardless, but in the end, on the last step, I found myself blocked.  Because of what went wrong, more things went wrong, and it snowballed.  GF tried to make things better, but I was depressed to the point that nothing she did helped.

Woke up late today (because we got to bed late last night) and was even more depressed.  Then I got to thinking about it.  Yesterday in an attempt to regulate my mood, I listened to a loop, but it got interrupted.  Then I tried again a bit later, and it got interrupted.  Then I played a loop when we went to bed.

What if this depression is E3 digging up something I have blocking me at a very fundamental level, I wondered.  I got to thinking about that and then slowly up from my subconscious comes this communication from my 2 year old self.  He was showing me that Mom was his security, and mom was associated with poverty.  The only introduction he had to "wealth" was when my mother got drunk and wandered into a much nicer house with the front door unlocked, and got arrested for it because she thought it was her house when the owners came home and argued with them over it.  His association with "wealth", as he understood it, was this deep wound that this experience caused.  Unlimited feelings of fear, insecurity and instability.  My 2 year old self concluded that "poverty = security, and wealth = scary"!  And my depression was his way of expressing discomfort in being pushed to experience wealth anyway.

Once I understood that it didn't take me long to make some changes.  I imagined myself holding my 2 year old self in my arms and showing him a palatial mansion that I owned, and explaining to him that I was him, and that because I was him, I would never leave him and I would always be there for him and with him, and always keep him safe because his best interests are my best interests.  And that we can enjoy wealth without losing security because poverty isn't security, and wealth isn't what he thought it was.  That wealth gives us the ability to be more secure, and have more of the stability he wants.

Once I did that, the depression started lifting.  This poor little guy inside me has been locked in a constant cycle of fear because his understanding was that "mom = security", but mom was an active alcoholic at the time, and was at the same time the source of my experiences of lack of security!  This part of me has been trying to hold onto the only source of security it knew, which was the main source of INsecurity at the same time!

Now I believe I have communicated that I will be taking over for mom in taking care of him, and providing us with security, and I am feeling better.  There is still a little depression, but wow... what a revelation!  I think that was the main thing holding me back from achieving unlimited wealth.  

Hopefully now I will be able to finish USLM 4.1.

Similar to my experience on LTU from a couple weeks ago. Congratulations. I’m finding it intriguing how your subs have become so advanced, they can allow you to communicate with, and comfort subconscious aspects of one’s self that the average person could’ even fathom still exist from childhood.

[KingDavid93]

Hi Shannon,

How often are you currently using it?

How many loops at a time and how many days a week?

[Shannon]

Hi Shannon,

How often are you currently using it?

How many loops at a time and how many days a week?

I'm trying to see what 1 loop a day does.  So far my on to off has been a little random because of circumstances outside of my control.  So it was probably 3 days on, a couple days off, and then a couple days on so far.

[AlphaRomeo]

Yesterday was a Very Bad Day ™.  I tried to force the program to be finished regardless, but in the end, on the last step, I found myself blocked.  Because of what went wrong, more things went wrong, and it snowballed.  GF tried to make things better, but I was depressed to the point that nothing she did helped.

Woke up late today (because we got to bed late last night) and was even more depressed.  Then I got to thinking about it.  Yesterday in an attempt to regulate my mood, I listened to a loop, but it got interrupted.  Then I tried again a bit later, and it got interrupted.  Then I played a loop when we went to bed.

What if this depression is E3 digging up something I have blocking me at a very fundamental level, I wondered.  I got to thinking about that and then slowly up from my subconscious comes this communication from my 2 year old self.  He was showing me that Mom was his security, and mom was associated with poverty.  The only introduction he had to "wealth" was when my mother got drunk and wandered into a much nicer house with the front door unlocked, and got arrested for it because she thought it was her house when the owners came home and argued with them over it.  His association with "wealth", as he understood it, was this deep wound that this experience caused.  Unlimited feelings of fear, insecurity and instability.  My 2 year old self concluded that "poverty = security, and wealth = scary"!  And my depression was his way of expressing discomfort in being pushed to experience wealth anyway.

Once I understood that it didn't take me long to make some changes.  I imagined myself holding my 2 year old self in my arms and showing him a palatial mansion that I owned, and explaining to him that I was him, and that because I was him, I would never leave him and I would always be there for him and with him, and always keep him safe because his best interests are my best interests.  And that we can enjoy wealth without losing security because poverty isn't security, and wealth isn't what he thought it was.  That wealth gives us the ability to be more secure, and have more of the stability he wants.

Once I did that, the depression started lifting.  This poor little guy inside me has been locked in a constant cycle of fear because his understanding was that "mom = security", but mom was an active alcoholic at the time, and was at the same time the source of my experiences of lack of security!  This part of me has been trying to hold onto the only source of security it knew, which was the main source of INsecurity at the same time!

Now I believe I have communicated that I will be taking over for mom in taking care of him, and providing us with security, and I am feeling better.  There is still a little depression, but wow... what a revelation!  I think that was the main thing holding me back from achieving unlimited wealth.  

Hopefully now I will be able to finish USLM 4.1.

WOW! That was amazing realisation and communication with your 2 year old self...that had to be the main thing...congratulations Shannon!

[Shannon]

Thank you.

Just got a big compliment on my watch from a server who has been exposed to me wearing it at least the last three years now. She sees me 2 to 4 times a week. Definitely this aura of wealth I didn't put in it. I wonder how that is happening. Must be the modules about altering the perceptions of others.

I have a Citizen EcoDrive perpetual with all the complications. Nice watch, good value, but ironically I recently feel like I have outgrown it.

I also am still waking up with a backache every morning after I run it. The very low back, which I believe correlates to the deep subconscious. So there's still something to work on apparently. But this is giving me clues to improve the FRM.

[ncbeareatingman]

Thank you.

Just got a big compliment on my watch from a server who has been exposed to me wearing it at least the last three years now. She sees me 2 to 4 times a week. Definitely this aura of wealth I didn't put in it. I wonder how that is happening. Must be the modules about altering the perceptions of others.

I have a Citizen EcoDrive perpetual with all the complications. Nice watch, good value, but ironically I recently feel like I have outgrown it.

I also am still waking up with a backache every morning after I run it. The very low back, which I believe correlates to the deep subconscious. So there's still something to work on apparently. But this is giving me clues to improve the FRM.

 Shannon,ON moving forward with Fear Remover and the deeper aspects of it ,Man.  your back ache 'happening'. heres one for you...when ever I have expressed real deep  emotions, I  Mean like REAL intense,anger...or Im reacting in a very strong fear based way in My expressions, because  I've felt threatened  by 'thus & such" ,MY body is literally trembling and Im shaking from such deep releases of'suppressed' stuff,that if I dont do a big stretch and a yoga posture,bend,Immediately ,which opens the spine,I mean right a damn way,MY back will seize up,spasm and cramp to the point where if I dont watch it"MY back will  pull a muscle do to the stress and intensity of the fears being brought to the surface, being triggered. The  shits intense! and that's not  even fully describing the full intensity of this whole "exprerience"!
 I can definiteyly say,however ,that the fear remover v4.6 has done and  is  doing some amazing things. is helping  tremdously with removing fears while the related moduel's  keep energized and uplifted.
Also I apologize to you for not being  more forth coming when I first started out utilizing UMS,Shannon. sincerely.
I was doing some 'experimenting' of My own,and wanted to wait,til,more results 'were in' on My part,before announcing such.
I utilize UMS  3 times a day....thus far. things are 'moving' on several levels....MY intensity  and connected-ness with and about money,has shot up so much ,during the 10 days of usage in total with a break in between. there are  many other things going on under the hood,thats a rap for now. thank you for creating such a dynamic program!!

[Omni3]

Thank you.

Just got a big compliment on my watch from a server who has been exposed to me wearing it at least the last three years now. She sees me 2 to 4 times a week. Definitely this aura of wealth I didn't put in it. I wonder how that is happening. Must be the modules about altering the perceptions of others.

In our energy healing we were taught that the aura holds all our thoughts as thought forms or bubbles. So all these wealth thoughts just reside in your field anyway.

[ncbeareatingman]

Thank you.

Just got a big compliment on my watch from a server who has been exposed to me wearing it at least the last three years now. She sees me 2 to 4 times a week. Definitely this aura of wealth I didn't put in it. I wonder how that is happening. Must be the modules about altering the perceptions of others.

In our energy healing we were taught that the aura holds all our thoughts as thought forms or bubbles. So all these wealth thoughts just reside in your field anyway.

Ive said similar things fella,even whenUMS was being built,at a time when we could still make suggestions for the build.
 to  feel wealthy all the time....if you're feeling & thinking Wealthy all the time,then quite naturally  those thots and feelings are going to translate over into one's energy field,these wealthy vibrations will flow right into your energy fieldand thusly start 'showing up'in your reality,as such- Via attracting such and related..hence an aura of wealthand abundance.this stuff Rocks, Djinni Man!!

[Omni3]

Thank you.

Just got a big compliment on my watch from a server who has been exposed to me wearing it at least the last three years now. She sees me 2 to 4 times a week. Definitely this aura of wealth I didn't put in it. I wonder how that is happening. Must be the modules about altering the perceptions of others.

In our energy healing we were taught that the aura holds all our thoughts as thought forms or bubbles. So all these wealth thoughts just reside in your field anyway.

Ive said similar things fella,even whenUMS was being built,at a time when we could still make suggestions for the build.
 to  feel wealthy all the time....if you're feeling & thinking Wealthy all the time,then quite naturally  those thots and feelings are going to translate over into one's energy field,these wealthy vibrations will flow right into your energy fieldand thusly start 'showing up'in your reality,as such- Via attracting such and related..hence an aura of wealthand abundance.this stuff Rocks, Djinni Man!!

Hey Keith

Yes, I remember the thread. Here's to your amazingly powerful UMS journey and lots and lots of wealth energy and money materialising. I'll be joining you within the next month on this.

[ncbeareatingman]

Thank you.

Just got a big compliment on my watch from a server who has been exposed to me wearing it at least the last three years now. She sees me 2 to 4 times a week. Definitely this aura of wealth I didn't put in it. I wonder how that is happening. Must be the modules about altering the perceptions of others.

In our energy healing we were taught that the aura holds all our thoughts as thought forms or bubbles. So all these wealth thoughts just reside in your field anyway.

Ive said similar things fella,even whenUMS was being built,at a time when we could still make suggestions for the build.
 to  feel wealthy all the time....if you're feeling & thinking Wealthy all the time,then quite naturally  those thots and feelings are going to translate over into one's energy field,these wealthy vibrations will flow right into your energy fieldand thusly start 'showing up'in your reality,as such- Via attracting such and related..hence an aura of wealthand abundance.this stuff Rocks, Djinni Man!!

Hey Keith

Yes, I remember the thread. Here's to your amazingly powerful UMS journey and lots and lots of wealth energy and money materialising. I'll be joining you within the next month on this.

 Right F****king On Man, to all of us on this specialized journey.... more money and power to Us.

[Shannon]

This is my second day off.  I have used UMS for 3x1, then 2x0, then 3x1, and now 2x0 again.  3x1 means 3 days of 1 loop.  2x0 is then of course 2 days at 0 loops.

I noted during my first 3x1 run that it was exhausting on day 1, very exhausting on day 2 and extremely exhausting on day 3.  This last time I started a break, I did so because I realized that I was constantly upset and on edge and ready to explode, and my patience was G-O-N-E.  Definitely experiencing overload.  So I decided to take 7 days off.

I can still feel UMS working, but my mood has vastly improved and so has my patience.  UMS is still making me somewhat tired.

I think it must be working for me, because I just checked how many copies we have sold this month, and UMS holds the record hands down for most sales of any program we have ever published in a single month.  Not just by a little, but by more than three times the previous record!

That was very unexpected, and very much appreciated.  Thank you to everyone who has purchased a copy.  Hopefully this will be a consistent best seller!

Tomorrow I start work on DMSI, but it will be 1-2 months before it is finished.  I will also start creating plans for what sorts of auric shield subs I will be creating.

Until I looked at the records for the sales of UMS this month I was sort of thinking UMS wasn't doing anything but healing and clearing, as I can feel it working with my stubborn side and gently but firmly making something happen.  Not sure what, but I can feel my stubborn side trying to resist, but going along anyway.

GF is starting to see some financial results too, but she's not convinced yet that they're from UMS.

[Omni3]

I think it must be working for me, because I just checked how many copies we have sold this month, and UMS holds the record hands down for most sales of any program we have ever published in a single month.  Not just by a little, but by more than three times the previous record!

That was very unexpected, and very much appreciated.  Thank you to everyone who has purchased a copy.  Hopefully this will be a consistent best seller!

*Cough cough* Affiliate Program *cough cough*   Lets get the word out. I understand you want 6G first though.

[Shannon]

I think it must be working for me, because I just checked how many copies we have sold this month, and UMS holds the record hands down for most sales of any program we have ever published in a single month.  Not just by a little, but by more than three times the previous record!

That was very unexpected, and very much appreciated.  Thank you to everyone who has purchased a copy.  Hopefully this will be a consistent best seller!

*Cough cough* Affiliate Program *cough cough*   Lets get the word out. I understand you want 6G first though.

We don't have an affiliate program for some very good reasons.  First, the last time we had a sale with an affiliate program, we got scammed by (or maybe an attempt, I don't remember what Andrew said specifically) at least one of them for thousands of dollars.  Second, we have no control over how these affiliates advertise, and a lot of what was being done was scammy and made us look bad by association.

Sop you show me an affiliate system that does not have those issues, and then we'll talk about an affiliate system.

[lano1106]

I just became a Platinum Vendor with Clickbank ($250K+ yearly gross sales), I think that Clickbank or any affiliate system allowing you to accept affiliates on an invitation only basis would allow you to make sure that your products are promoted in only the ways that you can accept them to be promoted.

I regularly refer your ED product to some of my clients freely just because I want to help them. I would do it on a much larger scale if you had an affiliate system...