06-21-2020, 05:12 AM
To begin with, this program's TID affected me for about 2 weeks before I finished it, that I can see. And during the TID period, it had some rather striking effects. I didn't even know it was TID - which, when you think about it, speaks volumes for how well it works. The previous version generated a lot of fear during use. This one, very little to none that I can make out.
The thing I most noticed about the TID was that I suddenly started wanting to do something I have been aware that I would end up doing for about the last 10 years. Heck, maybe the last 14 years. I always knew I would end up doing it because I have always seen it steady showing up in the models. Never wanted to do it before. All of a sudden, I'm thinking about doing it, planning to do it, contemplating how to set it up, and looking forward to doing it. And it felt so natural that it really didn't even fully catch my attention that there was a change! I haven't done it yet, but I have almost everything ready to do it, and it's coming.
A couple days before I released OF 5.75G, I started feeling its effects directly. It felt like a strange sort of calm a couple days before, as if I was wearing a blanket of "calmness" that was physical. The day I released, I could feel nervousness, but it was a very quiet voice and feeling. It was there, it made itself known, but it was like a child quietly shivering in fear sitting on a bench waiting for something, without even being sure how much to fear or how valid the fear was. Enough fear to notice, identify, but not enough to bother me. Not the usual overwhelming experience.
The first night I used it (night before last) I noticed that even through a loop of Tranquilizer B it took me longer than usual to fall asleep, but probably not more than 30-45 minutes total. My usual is 10-20. I could feel the fearful parts of me anxiously awaiting the start of the program, and yet their anxiety was as if the volume had been turned down very low, like a stereo system capable of blowing out the windows of your house with volume was set to be a barely detectable whisper.
When I awoke the first day, I did not feel fear or anxiety. During the day, I did not feel fear or anxiety until around 2 PM, and then I felt a little of the very quiet, subtle anxiety. It wasn't consistent.
Last night, I felt a little of it again as I was going to bed, but there was no delay in sleep. I fell asleep faster than usual this time, in less than 10 minutes.
This morning, I am aware of a little more anxiety after awakening, but it's still a very quiet, very muted experience. I feel unusual energy in the skin on my arms. The anxiety isn't directed at anything in particular; it's as if the fearful parts of me know it's time to let go and they're just generally anxious about doing so. A little like waiting in line for a ride at a water park that you're a little nervous about, but nothing that would slow you down or stop you from going on that particular water slide.
Given the difference between OF 5G and OF 5.75G so far I have to say I am very pleased and impressed.
I can see that enough use of this program is going to unlock me in a lot of ways that will result in an avalanche of new opportunities. I'm becoming aware at some subtle level of all the little latches that are locked in place holding me where I am, instead of allowing me to move freely toward my goals. They were hidden before. Now as I start to identify them, most of them are still locked, but they are being worked on, I can tell. It's only a matter of time before they unlock and unlatch, and I am free to do as I please with regards to achieving my full potentials.
That's exciting.
The thing I most noticed about the TID was that I suddenly started wanting to do something I have been aware that I would end up doing for about the last 10 years. Heck, maybe the last 14 years. I always knew I would end up doing it because I have always seen it steady showing up in the models. Never wanted to do it before. All of a sudden, I'm thinking about doing it, planning to do it, contemplating how to set it up, and looking forward to doing it. And it felt so natural that it really didn't even fully catch my attention that there was a change! I haven't done it yet, but I have almost everything ready to do it, and it's coming.
A couple days before I released OF 5.75G, I started feeling its effects directly. It felt like a strange sort of calm a couple days before, as if I was wearing a blanket of "calmness" that was physical. The day I released, I could feel nervousness, but it was a very quiet voice and feeling. It was there, it made itself known, but it was like a child quietly shivering in fear sitting on a bench waiting for something, without even being sure how much to fear or how valid the fear was. Enough fear to notice, identify, but not enough to bother me. Not the usual overwhelming experience.
The first night I used it (night before last) I noticed that even through a loop of Tranquilizer B it took me longer than usual to fall asleep, but probably not more than 30-45 minutes total. My usual is 10-20. I could feel the fearful parts of me anxiously awaiting the start of the program, and yet their anxiety was as if the volume had been turned down very low, like a stereo system capable of blowing out the windows of your house with volume was set to be a barely detectable whisper.
When I awoke the first day, I did not feel fear or anxiety. During the day, I did not feel fear or anxiety until around 2 PM, and then I felt a little of the very quiet, subtle anxiety. It wasn't consistent.
Last night, I felt a little of it again as I was going to bed, but there was no delay in sleep. I fell asleep faster than usual this time, in less than 10 minutes.
This morning, I am aware of a little more anxiety after awakening, but it's still a very quiet, very muted experience. I feel unusual energy in the skin on my arms. The anxiety isn't directed at anything in particular; it's as if the fearful parts of me know it's time to let go and they're just generally anxious about doing so. A little like waiting in line for a ride at a water park that you're a little nervous about, but nothing that would slow you down or stop you from going on that particular water slide.
Given the difference between OF 5G and OF 5.75G so far I have to say I am very pleased and impressed.
I can see that enough use of this program is going to unlock me in a lot of ways that will result in an avalanche of new opportunities. I'm becoming aware at some subtle level of all the little latches that are locked in place holding me where I am, instead of allowing me to move freely toward my goals. They were hidden before. Now as I start to identify them, most of them are still locked, but they are being worked on, I can tell. It's only a matter of time before they unlock and unlatch, and I am free to do as I please with regards to achieving my full potentials.
That's exciting.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
