Shannon's Journal

[AwesomeYoungDude]

Shannon, who changed?

Since starting Alpha Male 2011 I had a temporary paradigm shift in the appearance of two females. Both are acquaintances and only acquaintances. Both are average in looks. Both are mothers and one is still married the other is divorced. Neither is unattractive and neither would be considered knock out. In the past as I looked at them, they both showed signs of age. Several months ago prior to the start of AM11 I dreamt that I met one with her husband, in the dream her face had the beauty of youth. I mused in the dream and upon waking about her appearance. When I next saw her, not dreaming, she looked as before and not the representation from of dream.

Within the first few weeks of AM11 I saw each, in passing, and their appearance was different. As I looked at them I saw the beauty of their youth. I did not see what I has saw before. This temporary shift has occurred twice with the woman from the for-mentioned dream. I have since seen them and both appear as they were before the start of AM11 (but with a slight improvement in their overall attractiveness).

I've noticed this paradigm shift with looking at my wife. More and more when I look at her she is stunning.

So the question Shannon is who changed, them or me?

Does AM11 change the way that I look at females?

[WildFlower]

Shannon, who changed?

Since starting Alpha Male 2011 I had a temporary paradigm shift in the appearance of two females. Both are acquaintances and only acquaintances. Both are average in looks. Both are mothers and one is still married the other is divorced. Neither is unattractive and neither would be considered knock out. In the past as I looked at them, they both showed signs of age. Several months ago prior to the start of AM11 I dreamt that I met one with her husband, in the dream her face had the beauty of youth. I mused in the dream and upon waking about her appearance. When I next saw her, not dreaming, she looked as before and not the representation from of dream.

Within the first few weeks of AM11 I saw each, in passing, and their appearance was different. As I looked at them I saw the beauty of their youth. I did not see what I has saw before. This temporary shift has occurred twice with the woman from the for-mentioned dream. I have since seen them and both appear as they were before the start of AM11 (but with a slight improvement in their overall attractiveness).

I've noticed this paradigm shift with looking at my wife. More and more when I look at her she is stunning.

So the question Shannon is who changed, them or me?

Does AM11 change the way that I look at females?

Come to mention it, I've noticed that one girl I've worked with has become much more attractive to me recently. Not sexually attractive, but she's suddenly more ethereal and radiant. I didn't think it had anything to do with the sub but seeing as your saying the same thing, who knows!

[Shannon]

That is very interesting. There isn't anything in the AM2011 script that should produce such an effect directly, as it focuses on men's health and self improvement. That suggests that it would likely be a result of the aggregate changes you are going through - basically, the ability to see them in a different light, based on something other than you were seeing before. Is it possible, then, that as we become healthier, we see the world around us differently? More clearly? Perhaps seeing things through these shifts makes us see others differently because we have become better ourselves, and can now see them through clearer eyes? This is very unexpected, and I'm not sure I understand it, but it's very interesting indeed.

[jamboree]

Well I think its related to the concept of beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. In other words, beauty is shaped by each individual's perceptual lens which we look through to look at the world and the perceptual lens is shaped by our beliefs. As such, with changes to our belief, there is a change to our perceptual lens thereby changing what we see as beauty.

[jamboree]

This may explain why some AM2011 users said they noticed more attractive women around them. They were there, just unnoticed before. So in essence, you could say AM 2011 just opens your eyes a little more.

Although, on the other hand, you cant leave manifestation off the table if its in the script.

[Shannon]

But the manifestation wouldn't cause women to shift like this... it's intended to introduce new women into the user's life. I suspect the perceptual lens may be one aspect of it, but if I recall correctly, not all women were so affected... so that means it wouldn't be a universally applicable perceptual shift. Maybe it is a new ability to see and use something previously unable to be detected in deciding whether a woman is attractive?

[Shannon]

Everything Is Possible 4G is now available.

[Shannon]

Better Plot Design For Writers 4G is now up and available.

[RainbowAbyss]

As an Alpha user who also uses a314, here is my two sense
it came in really handy during stage 3 Alpha 010-it just seemed
to vibe really well with what I was feeling, and helped promote
the respect and distance I wanted, almost demanded at the time. 2 drops for daily use
3 for the important pure business occasion.
Stage 4 011, I like it but used it MUCH less, just felt I didn't need it really it as I seemed to be promoting the vibe naturally but with less aloofness. The new social outgoing and talkative behavior worked well with the a314 at 2 drops tops, for me.
Stage 5 011 feel really no need for it at all, I feel like it actually takes a way if I use more than 1/2 to 1 drop.

[Roy]

I saw on the scriptorium that ultra success will be upgraded to 4G.As I'm
using it now I will upgrade to the improved version.How is it done?Do
I have to email someone the receipt or is automated through the store account I bought it with?

And how long do you estimate until you finish the sex magnet subliminal?

[K-Train]

Roy, if you want to upgrade to 4G Ultra Success email Jackie using the contact info on the main page. Make sure you email your order number for Ultra Success and then she'll send you the upgrade in no time.

[RainbowAbyss]

Shannon, can I do overcome pornography addiction with Alpha male
I don't really watch porn I still feel a strong pull to quite a lot
and I want to completely dissociate my sexual energy from crud like that.

[Patti]

ZMA, haven't heard of it. What's that stand for? Zinc-Mangesium-A? I probably should start using a good multivitamin again, some to think of it.

I get a pretty good night's sleep each night. Except when I wake up with a sinus headache from these damned thunderstorms we have here in Florida when it gets hot.

But, I am taking steps to make myself healthy as quickly as possible in an emotional sense, and I have surprised quite a few people who were expecting me to crash and burn already. I haven't turned to alcohol or anything stupid, and I'm dealing with the emotional pain as directly as possible, so it gets dealt with and processed instead of buried and hidden. I am going to need to be as healthy and strong as possible for the next phase of my life, so this I have to do right.

Tonight, I went out and did a photo safari for my photography class at the college. I signed up for it to force me out of the house, get me socializing, and help me get my "artistic soul" breathing. This all will result in a much faster emotional healing period for me. It felt good to go out alone and spend as long as I wanted setting up each shot. Can't do that when you're out with anyone else, if you shoot like I do. When I was in college for a photography degree, the instructors used to laugh because I shoot a small format 35 mm camera like I am shooting a large format view camera: it takes me several minutes of set-up to take a single shot. It's worth it, though. The results are great. Why they laughed, I'll never know. I think if more people spent the time to think through their photography and set up their shots, they'd get much better quality images, instead of high quantities of them.

One of the shots I did tonight (a night shot of a line of boats moored on the river) required a 4 minute exposure. And while I was waiting, I was enjoying the still and quiet of the night. Amazing how alone I was... it seemed almost like there was nobody else left in the world. Alone felt good. Quiet was nice. Allowing my creative soul to breathe felt good. But somehow, I get the feeling that there's something missing... and I am more and more feeling as if my time here is coming to an end. There are ghosts of my past everywhere around here... here I did photography of my ex Laura, and there, I shot my ex Bernadette, and... these memories sometimes make me wish for a clean slate. Especially since I am single at the moment, and probably should not be trying to be otherwise while I recover from the loss of my mother.

Ah, mom. I am reminded of her everywhere I go here, too. Her doctor's office... the time I shot her on her 62nd birthday... the time three years ago when we had Thanksgiving dinner on the island...

My family has been coming together a lot more since she passed on, which is good, but we have a catch 22 now. Two more of them are almost ready to go, and I am feeling the pull to move away. Rather an odd bit of timing for all of this. I expect that I will be here for no more than couple more years at the most, and then be off to somewhere else where I will find that clean slate.

Florida does not agree with me. Someone recently told me they think it "short circuits" my energy, and I cannot disagree. For those who have an unusual point of view, or an open mind, Florida can be a cage. Most people here do not appreciate such things. I think I would be much happier somewhere more open and free.

Soon enough, I am sure.

I’ve been reading some past post and saw this one of yours and wanted to mention something. I own a beautiful piece of land that is now for sale in Arizona. I saw you were thinking of moving and I don’t know if it’s something you’re still thinking about or would even think of this State.

I myself could be considered a fish because of my love of water but we vacationed in Sedona and I fell in love with the area. We went back a few years later to purchase this land and I actually cried after we bought it because it has such a overwhelmingly peaceful feel to it.

The only reason we decided not to build there is because after our grandson was born, we realized we couldn’t live that far away from him and our kids. Our kids said they didn’t want to move out there.

I know your very busy right now, but it’s always good to be able to catch your breath and when you walk our your door on this land, you’d certainly be able to catch your breath. I can send you the link if you’d like to check it out.

[Spiral]

OMG Sedona is so beautiful!! Patti, you can always retire there!