Shannon's Journal

[K-Train]

Hey Shannon, I'm back on Luck Magnifier 3.0 and I'm using Active Manifestation again but I had some questions:

1.) The affirmations I'm using for my active manifestation is for the 4G version but I'm using 3G. Will this produce any conflict.?

2.) LM is designed to manifest consious desires but since I tend to have a lot of them, is their a way for me to focus them so the sub will work more efficiently?

[Shannon]

Hey Shannon, I'm back on Luck Magnifier 3.0 and I'm using Active Manifestation again but I had some questions:

1.) The affirmations I'm using for my active manifestation is for the 4G version but I'm using 3G. Will this produce any conflict.?

2.) LM is designed to manifest consious desires but since I tend to have a lot of them, is their a way for me to focus them so the sub will work more efficiently?

1. It should not.

2. Pick one. Focus on it.

[Shannon]

Looks like the 19th is about the earliest I can expect this computer to arrive. Not happy.

[RainbowAbyss]

sorry for asking this hear, but I don't have the ebooks that specify this anymore.

Whats the rule with mixing type c and d (manifestation) subliminals? is it allowed?

[Shannon]

sorry for asking this hear, but I don't have the ebooks that specify this anymore.

Whats the rule with mixing type c and d (manifestation) subliminals? is it allowed?

http://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-How-ma...ed-at-once

[RainbowAbyss]

thanks Shannon

[Shannon]

Experiment 2540632030: Fail.

[Shannon]

While I am waiting for my new computer, I have decided to start weaving the alpha female key script out into its component stages. Just sorting them for which stages they go into is taking a while. Been working on this all day, and still have 8 pages of script left to go. Gonna burn my brain out doing this... I suspect that alpha female is going to take the record for longest script, even though I'm ripping things out that aren't focused enough on the goal.

[Patti]

I think you need an intern!

[Shannon]

I think you need an intern!

What would I do with an intern, Patti?

[Patti]

I think you need an intern!

What would I do with an intern, Patti?

You would train them to help you build your programs. You always seem to be on over-load! You're business is growing and maybe you could use some help.

[mat422]

Shannon, I'd be interested to know your viewpoint on this subject matter. The whole nature vs nurture thing has always interested me and I sometimes wonder if I just got really unlucky growing up. I don't really recall anything horrible happening to me as a kid, but I've always felt hyper sensitive. Thinking about it more I've come to realize that my perfectionism is a symptom of my hyper sensitivity and not really the main thing. After running through alpha male I've definitely changed, looking back I can see how different I am, but at the same time I seem to be plagued by a very deep problem.

Being hyper sensitive also created a chain reaction of events for me growing up. First I was scared, anxious, timid, and people took advantage of that. Then I got angry or was really bitter to people, I remember in high school I'd walk down the hallways and just pick out kids that I thought looked tough and then psyche myself up to fight them. The only way I could mask my sensitivity at that time was rejecting people before they rejected me. Eventually I got to the point where I am now, I'm cold at times and isolated and reluctant to let anyone into my life.

Women especially, they can sense it and I don't want a girl that tries to "fix" me. I was at a party a couple weeks ago with some friends and I was just chilling outside alone. This girl that I know started asking me what was wrong. She could sense it, but I couldn't put it into words. It's one of those things that just sits there in the back of your mind that bothers you every day. It's like having a front that everything is fine on the outside and occasionally your problems slip through in your behavior subconsciously and people pick up on it more than you.

The other thing is this causes a lot of anger directed at myself, but I feel helpless in what I can actually do. I push through it, but it's one of those things that sits beneath the surface. I used to convince myself I was just a loner, but even when I want to interact with people I can't enjoy that as much as I'd want to. Well I definitely just vented a whole bunch of stuff that has been on my mind for a while now, hopefully I'll get some catharsis from that. Sorry if I come across as having the whole victim mentality, this has been hard on me for a while now. I know what I have to do, but I'm going to be honest and say I just don't have the courage to do it.

One more thing that has been bothering me lately that is completely irrational. I feel guilty about using subliminals to grow as a person. I don't know why. To me authenticity and "being yourself" is very debatable and I've found on numerous occasions before using these subs that "being myself" was just not cutting it. So why do I feel guilty about having to use something as an aid to improve my life? I guess it's because other guys were born confident or were able to change it on their own, but I needed outside help so I guess I'm a little ashamed of that in a way. But I've always said that it doesn't matter what path you take if they all lead to the same destination. I had so many flaws prior to alpha male that I honestly didn't even have much of personality because of fear, so I guess I can't truly know who I am until I've transcended all the negative beliefs about myself.

[Shannon]

I think you need an intern!

What would I do with an intern, Patti?

You would train them to help you build your programs. You always seem to be on over-load! You're business is growing and maybe you could use some help.

Training someone else has its own set of problems, which outweigh the potential benefits. Otherwise, I'd have five people doing it already. If and when I can find a way to overcome these obstacles, I will take on help. Otherwise... it's just me.

[Shannon]

Shannon, I'd be interested to know your viewpoint on this subject matter. The whole nature vs nurture thing has always interested me and I sometimes wonder if I just got really unlucky growing up. I don't really recall anything horrible happening to me as a kid, but I've always felt hyper sensitive. Thinking about it more I've come to realize that my perfectionism is a symptom of my hyper sensitivity and not really the main thing. After running through alpha male I've definitely changed, looking back I can see how different I am, but at the same time I seem to be plagued by a very deep problem.

Being hyper sensitive also created a chain reaction of events for me growing up. First I was scared, anxious, timid, and people took advantage of that. Then I got angry or was really bitter to people, I remember in high school I'd walk down the hallways and just pick out kids that I thought looked tough and then psyche myself up to fight them. The only way I could mask my sensitivity at that time was rejecting people before they rejected me. Eventually I got to the point where I am now, I'm cold at times and isolated and reluctant to let anyone into my life.

Women especially, they can sense it and I don't want a girl that tries to "fix" me. I was at a party a couple weeks ago with some friends and I was just chilling outside alone. This girl that I know started asking me what was wrong. She could sense it, but I couldn't put it into words. It's one of those things that just sits there in the back of your mind that bothers you every day. It's like having a front that everything is fine on the outside and occasionally your problems slip through in your behavior subconsciously and people pick up on it more than you.

The other thing is this causes a lot of anger directed at myself, but I feel helpless in what I can actually do. I push through it, but it's one of those things that sits beneath the surface. I used to convince myself I was just a loner, but even when I want to interact with people I can't enjoy that as much as I'd want to. Well I definitely just vented a whole bunch of stuff that has been on my mind for a while now, hopefully I'll get some catharsis from that. Sorry if I come across as having the whole victim mentality, this has been hard on me for a while now. I know what I have to do, but I'm going to be honest and say I just don't have the courage to do it.

One more thing that has been bothering me lately that is completely irrational. I feel guilty about using subliminals to grow as a person. I don't know why. To me authenticity and "being yourself" is very debatable and I've found on numerous occasions before using these subs that "being myself" was just not cutting it. So why do I feel guilty about having to use something as an aid to improve my life? I guess it's because other guys were born confident or were able to change it on their own, but I needed outside help so I guess I'm a little ashamed of that in a way. But I've always said that it doesn't matter what path you take if they all lead to the same destination. I had so many flaws prior to alpha male that I honestly didn't even have much of personality because of fear, so I guess I can't truly know who I am until I've transcended all the negative beliefs about myself.

Well... I'd say that you need to dig out and disgorge the baggage that has brought you to where you are. Let go of the past, forgive and forget, disconnect from the negativity within yourself and that of others. AM will help, but you'll need multiple run-throughs. In the meantime, more specific programs may be useful for you.

I don't see you expressing a victim mentality. I see you explaining a situation. And as for why you feel guilty using subliminals to improve yourself and your life, that sounds like the result of the tangled programming that has been holding you back. Are you applying standards to yourself and expectations which are too high to be reasonable out of some deeply held fear? Something to consider. Guilt is a ridiculous emotion. Only useful if it prevents you from doing things that are wrong. Most times, it gets twisted into manipulation of some sort. I think we could all just do without it, really.