Shannon's Journal

[Shannon]

I am pushing hard to finish the AYIW program Ben ordered today. If this goes as planned, I should be able to start uploading it a day early. Now just a question of... how do I upload this thing?

Cool. I don't know what you usually use. But if it helps, I have a premium fileserve account that allows me to resume and stuff if I get disconnected.

If it was just a matter of where to send it, I have two servers I could access for that. That's not the problem. The problem is that right now I am running from a cell phone for Internet, and I have a 5 GB/month data plan. I am hesitant to upload through that because of a combination of the upload speed and the amount of data that I have left to upload after this. I will figure it out.

I have found that two of the three tracks of Stage 3 for Ben's AYIW order have somehow become corrupt, so I am rebuilding them.

Damn, this kind of stuff is one reason I respect you and your work so much. It's obvious that you are dedicated and put alot of work into it.

As you might have noticed, I am a bit of a perfectionist. But perfectionism aside, corrupt files don't work. That's a no-brainer.

And again i'm realizing i've started a program at a inconvienient time. I am liking some of SM's results. But am more keen for 2.0 which will be out soon, mostly for the increased focus on younger women which is what i'm looking for.

So like when AM2011 come out I started again from 2010 and completed it. And I know people who switched it didn't work as well, so it was good I restarted it.

But if i'm gonna restart it, why not just start ideal weight which is still my primary focus, i'm making a little progress in that area by myself. But cos I didn't know how long the custom would be when I ordered it I started SM.

I don't feel I can fully unleash my sex magnetism while being the weight I am. Dammit, I keep getting myself in this conundrum.

Oh and does ideal weight force you to eat a certain type of diet? I mean because i'm slowly changing my eating to the primal blueprint, avoiding wheat as much as I can, trying to lower carbs or whatever. And don't want it to not be compatible with ideal weight.

-Ben

I'm a bit concerned about you changing from one program to the other back and forth. If you keep doing that, you won't ever finish one and get the full benefits. You have to pick one and then finish it.

I think we already discussed this, but the program makes almost no attempt to change what you eat. It focuses almost entirely (in that direction) on how you eat. Portion control, timing, speed, etc. It won't interfere with almost all diets because of that.