Shannon's Journal Discussion

[SargeMaximus]

What prompted this Shannon? Did I miss a post?

I can relate fully. All of my family are like this save for a few. Even my own mother I'm sorry to say.

I try to keep away as best as possible but sometimes they are civil which just makes things harder.

Mostly it's amogging and shit tests (yes, my mother shit tests me. it's f*cking creepy).

Anyhow, just wanted you to know you're not alone and that I hope to be able to be successful one day and do the same - Tell them they blew it.

[Shannon]

I posted it in my journal. Don;t want to get into specifics. I really don't even care anymore now that I have vented. It's not even worth the fantasy of revenge when they realize what they screwed up. I'm just going to let them eat their own dog food and live my life.

[SargeMaximus]

I posted it in my journal. Don;t want to get into specifics. I really don't even care anymore now that I have vented. It's not even worth the fantasy of revenge when they realize what they screwed up. I'm just going to let them eat their own dog food and live my life.

Just read it. Sounds bad. Reminds me of the shouting matches I got into with my mom when I was a teenager. You're right, you can't reason with an emotional thinker. And unfortunately for me, because of those years, I began to be conditioned that a woman's word is law, no matter how irrational and f*cked up it is.

However, thanks to your subs, I'm definitely improving.

[CatMan]

Trust me, Shannon...

Be prepared for the transparent attempts to ingratiate themselves with you once you're successful. I've had that constantly from family and people I thought were friends, and lots of girls that treated me like trash beforehand (likely hearing through friends of friends how I'm doing nowadays and try to fix what they screwed up long ago), and/or belittle me and demean and doubt me and my success and tell me I'd never make it. Well I did make it, and I haven't forgotten how I was treated by them. The revisionist thinking from them has amused me too. A few have actually had either the delusion or audacity to come up to me and try to say "Hey, just so you know, no hard feelings..." WHAT?! YOU were the ones acting like trash, how dare you try to take the high road with me when it was you causing all of this. Just irritated me even more that they refused to take any responsibility for why things are the way they are, subtly implying it was all my fault somehow, and their behaviour had nothing to do with causing it all.

Just be prepared for that, and don't forget is what I'm saying. Because I guarantee THEY will forget, and even revise history.

[Duke.Togo]

People will shit on you when they think you have nothing.

When they know you have something, they'll spit shine your boots in hopes of getting some of what you have.

That's just human nature for the most part.



There's a quote that your situation reminds me of:

Great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people.

You have a great mind with great ideas. Don't let it bother you Shannon. People like that aren't even worth your vengeance.

[Shannon]

Trust me, Shannon...

Be prepared for the transparent attempts to ingratiate themselves with you once you're successful. I've had that constantly from family and people I thought were friends, and lots of girls that treated me like trash beforehand (likely hearing through friends of friends how I'm doing nowadays and try to fix what they screwed up long ago), and/or belittle me and demean and doubt me and my success and tell me I'd never make it. Well I did make it, and I haven't forgotten how I was treated by them. The revisionist thinking from them has amused me too. A few have actually had either the delusion or audacity to come up to me and try to say "Hey, just so you know, no hard feelings..." WHAT?! YOU were the ones acting like trash, how dare you try to take the high road with me when it was you causing all of this. Just irritated me even more that they refused to take any responsibility for why things are the way they are, subtly implying it was all my fault somehow, and their behaviour had nothing to do with causing it all.

Just be prepared for that, and don't forget is what I'm saying. Because I guarantee THEY will forget, and even revise history.

Looking back on my life, it looks more and more suspiciously to me like I have been being "prepared" for the responsibility that will result from achieving great wealth for all these years. Not just in terms of being strong enough to defend myself from this sort of bullshit, but to not do stupid things with the money once I have it. Back when I started trying to make myself a millionaire (I was 18 at the time) I would have lost it all to leeches in an instant. Now... not so much. I have not enjoyed the long journey and the multiple "almost did it" scenarios that failed at the last moment, but I am definitely a stronger, wiser, more capable man for them. And probably when I am capable of handling the responsibility of dealing with the consequences of great wealth fully, and all of what that wealth will do for opening up new vistas of responsibility concerning why I am here and what I am attempting to achieve... I will achieve great wealth.

But I feel like I passed a test tonight by handling it the way I did. That's why I said... forget them. They can eat their own dog food and I will live my life. Revenge is a waste of time and energy and focus on the past you can't change, when you could be doing something worth your time and effort instead.

Their loss. I have a very good, very long memory.

And I am very good at detecting and defeating psychological manipulation and calling out bullshit. I'm sure this will only make me better when I achieve millionaire.

[Shannon]

People will shit on you when they think you have nothing.

When they know you have something, they'll spit shine your boots in hopes of getting some of what you have.

That's just human nature for the most part.



There's a quote that your situation reminds me of:

Great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people.

You have a great mind with great ideas. Don't let it bother you Shannon. People like that aren't even worth your vengeance.

That's why I just dropped it. Not worth my time or effort to even think about revenge.

[CatMan]

Trust me, Shannon...

Be prepared for the transparent attempts to ingratiate themselves with you once you're successful. I've had that constantly from family and people I thought were friends, and lots of girls that treated me like trash beforehand (likely hearing through friends of friends how I'm doing nowadays and try to fix what they screwed up long ago), and/or belittle me and demean and doubt me and my success and tell me I'd never make it. Well I did make it, and I haven't forgotten how I was treated by them. The revisionist thinking from them has amused me too. A few have actually had either the delusion or audacity to come up to me and try to say "Hey, just so you know, no hard feelings..." WHAT?! YOU were the ones acting like trash, how dare you try to take the high road with me when it was you causing all of this. Just irritated me even more that they refused to take any responsibility for why things are the way they are, subtly implying it was all my fault somehow, and their behaviour had nothing to do with causing it all.

Just be prepared for that, and don't forget is what I'm saying. Because I guarantee THEY will forget, and even revise history.

Looking back on my life, it looks more and more suspiciously to me like I have been being "prepared" for the responsibility that will result from achieving great wealth for all these years. Not just in terms of being strong enough to defend myself from this sort of *****, but to not do stupid things with the money once I have it. Back when I started trying to make myself a millionaire (I was 18 at the time) I would have lost it all to leeches in an instant. Now... not so much. I have not enjoyed the long journey and the multiple "almost did it" scenarios that failed at the last moment, but I am definitely a stronger, wiser, more capable man for them. And probably when I am capable of handling the responsibility of dealing with the consequences of great wealth fully, and all of what that wealth will do for opening up new vistas of responsibility concerning why I am here and what I am attempting to achieve... I will achieve great wealth.

But I feel like I passed a test tonight by handling it the way I did. That's why I said... forget them. They can eat their own dog food and I will live my life. Revenge is a waste of time and energy and focus on the past you can't change, when you could be doing something worth your time and effort instead.

Their loss. I have a very good, very long memory.

And I am very good at detecting and defeating psychological manipulation and calling out *****. I'm sure this will only make me better when I achieve millionaire.

Good for you, sounds like you turned a corner and enforced boundaries regardless of the storm they bring down on you. Fantastic!

I had several "almost did it" scenarios, and had to go back and reinvent myself after a few of them, I was in rough shape. But, if you want it bad enough, you adapt, come back better next time. Finally, I broke through and developed something that could get me through the barrier.

You will too, I have zero doubt in my mind based off what I've seen so far.

[Shannon]

Trust me, Shannon...

Be prepared for the transparent attempts to ingratiate themselves with you once you're successful. I've had that constantly from family and people I thought were friends, and lots of girls that treated me like trash beforehand (likely hearing through friends of friends how I'm doing nowadays and try to fix what they screwed up long ago), and/or belittle me and demean and doubt me and my success and tell me I'd never make it. Well I did make it, and I haven't forgotten how I was treated by them. The revisionist thinking from them has amused me too. A few have actually had either the delusion or audacity to come up to me and try to say "Hey, just so you know, no hard feelings..." WHAT?! YOU were the ones acting like trash, how dare you try to take the high road with me when it was you causing all of this. Just irritated me even more that they refused to take any responsibility for why things are the way they are, subtly implying it was all my fault somehow, and their behaviour had nothing to do with causing it all.

Just be prepared for that, and don't forget is what I'm saying. Because I guarantee THEY will forget, and even revise history.

Looking back on my life, it looks more and more suspiciously to me like I have been being "prepared" for the responsibility that will result from achieving great wealth for all these years. Not just in terms of being strong enough to defend myself from this sort of *****, but to not do stupid things with the money once I have it. Back when I started trying to make myself a millionaire (I was 18 at the time) I would have lost it all to leeches in an instant. Now... not so much. I have not enjoyed the long journey and the multiple "almost did it" scenarios that failed at the last moment, but I am definitely a stronger, wiser, more capable man for them. And probably when I am capable of handling the responsibility of dealing with the consequences of great wealth fully, and all of what that wealth will do for opening up new vistas of responsibility concerning why I am here and what I am attempting to achieve... I will achieve great wealth.

But I feel like I passed a test tonight by handling it the way I did. That's why I said... forget them. They can eat their own dog food and I will live my life. Revenge is a waste of time and energy and focus on the past you can't change, when you could be doing something worth your time and effort instead.

Their loss. I have a very good, very long memory.

And I am very good at detecting and defeating psychological manipulation and calling out *****. I'm sure this will only make me better when I achieve millionaire.

Good for you, sounds like you turned a corner and enforced boundaries regardless of the storm they bring down on you. Fantastic!

I had several "almost did it" scenarios, and had to go back and reinvent myself after a few of them, I was in rough shape. But, if you want it bad enough, you adapt, come back better next time. Finally, I broke through and developed something that could get me through the barrier.

You will too, I have zero doubt in my mind based off what I've seen so far.

I had some of them devastate me so completely when it fell through at the last minute that I spent months and months recovering from the emotional fallout. The last time it happened was in 2006-7-8, don't remember exactly, but I happened to tell my girlfriend at the time I was about to become a millionaire through a major deal I had in the works, and she intentionally destroyed that for me.

When I asked why, after a couple months of cooling off enough to be able to not kick her ass when I saw her, she told me: "If you had succeeded, you would have left me for someone prettier."

WTF! She was a solid 8, total nymphomaniac, and everyone I knew was jealous of us because we were "the perfect couple". I ended up leaving her not long after because she was a pathological cheater, pathological liar, alcoholic and did that to me instead. Looking back I can laugh at the irony. At the time, it took a lot of self control not to do things I would have regretted for many many decades.

I kept going not because I wanted to... that was something like the 5th or 6th time I 'almost made it" and then had something stupid as hell prevent it... but because I don't have a choice. There is literally no other way forward for me to be able to achieve what I have to achieve. I think this time, it's going to happen. This time, I am developing something that everybody wants... and many things that everyone needs. There's 20 titles if there is one that could do it. I just need to finish developing the tech and build them.

Success is inevitable. Just not happening on my choice of time frames.

And the truth is, I really have even outgrown the desire or the interest and even the satisfaction that I would originally have had from succeeding and shoving naysayers' noses in it. Now, I just don't care what they think anymore. I'm working to achieve my goal, and multi-millionaire is just the ladder I need to get to the next level. It's not even close to the end goal by itself.

[ncbeareatingman]

If its any consulation,for lack of a better expression,which obviously YOU dont need. I can Identify resonate and appreciate your recently heated,intense experiences with family members,as I am right in the thick of it MYself.... yer a trooper and warrior of the BEST kind Shannon M.,Man.totally respect to you Alpha. Ive got 3 major family members that 'similar' is going on,though it,right now,anyway, is "quieter" almost seedier about it, stuff going on,Yet after the holidays and the new year begins,so does my new journey and the cutting of such ties,though somewhat painful,a nessassary operation indeed,very nessassary.
Between the Lighthealing's clearings around "love and relationships",the advanced old's soul's clearing and the rejuvenation program clearings, On going clearings and healing with E2 and even the strong give and take I've been having with the MIR2( all about healing and clearing,too,) combined and a few new additions to the powerful healing suppliments I take..the ;shits' jumping off for me as well Shannon and so does clearing out of such old,worn out stagnated dont wanna grow and change relationships,right along with it all. ALL pat of the clearing,healing,recovering,regen process. time to go. party's over. dont want this shit and Im sooo thankful.
More power to ya Man! More Power to Ya and Us as well. I have sooo much for respect for you Shannon as We All Do, and especially for your willingness to vent out in trust tonight. Now THATS some Powerful shit Man....Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) Ding!!

[Illumi]

With 6G and all the other amazing techs and with your work ethic and determination, there can't possibly be a future whithout subs for all humanity. I could see that years from now ASC will be played everywhere in schools, Productvity subs in work places and E2 or E3 OR 5 in rehabillation centers. Cancer healing aid for everyone that needs it.

I had problems with my father who also could not see any logic, yet ironically he talks down about women being emotional and unresonable. I couldn't change him. Nobody could.

The harder it gets, the tougher skin we grow.

Thank you for being here helping us become better men and women not only with subs but with your wisdom as well. I wish you nothing but the best Shannon.

[4Kingdoms]

I almost cannot imagine if wps all simulatetiously (lol I cant write that word) in one second. Does another word cant be heard correctly cause of stacking to another affirmations in the sub?

I don't understand your question at the end.

If one sentence was spoken, we could easily hear it. With full WPS, it sounds like a room full of people all talking at once.
How do you hear the individual sentence when several sentences are being spoken at the same time?

[Shannon]

With 6G and all the other amazing techs and with your work ethic and determination, there can't possibly be a future whithout subs for all humanity. I could see that years from now ASC will be played everywhere in schools, Productvity subs in work places and E2 or E3 OR 5 in rehabillation centers. Cancer healing aid for everyone that needs it.

I had problems with my father who also could not see any logic, yet ironically he talks down about women being emotional and unresonable. I couldn't change him. Nobody could.

The harder it gets, the tougher skin we grow.

Thank you for being here helping us become better men and women not only with subs but with your wisdom as well. I wish you nothing but the best Shannon.

I would love to see my work positively impact the world the way you describe. However I have become a bit cynical over the years, having seen what I have seen. I think a future like that is possible, but not right now. Too many naysayers, antagonistic "skeptics", fearful people who don't understand what it is and how it can benefit them, people who distrust me and entrenched powers that be for that. But what I am doing will definitely change things in the right direction, and eventually we may see something like what you describe as it builds critical mass.

Thankfully, I have developed enough to handle this situation the way I did. And thank you for appreciating my efforts.

[Mystic Pymp]

I have a question: Are healing modules in DMSI 2.4 (and later in 3.0.1) powerful enough to be useful if one would like to go into monk mode for some time or would AM/ERPHA/similar subs be more beneficial? I would like to continue testing it, especially after 3.0.1 is released since I wanna try it, but I wonder if (given I don't wanna focus on women right now, at least not actively, passive effects would still be nice) I'm wasting my time with DMSI.