10-10-2016, 06:52 PM
(10-10-2016, 05:22 PM)Benjamin Wrote:Quote:It feels like the healing on DMSI v2.4 is going a lot deeper than even E2 when I ran it. That may just be because it's more active and less sedating and the goal is external, rather than internal. "Emotional healing" is pretty ambiguos and can vary wildly depending on who's using it and what needs to be healed. Having women approach you and meeting them halfway is a very definite and concrete goal you can easily measure your progress towards or away from.
It's hard to tell just how much my E2 run benefitted DMSI, but I don't feel that E2 gave me a profound head start. I imagine E2 was very wide spread as far as priorities and I imagine women would often be last considering what was going on when I ran E2.
Currently I'm really enjoying DMSI's healing and have little desire to go back to E2. Most of that comes from the fact that DMSI is active and often makes me want to get up and do stuff, where with E2 I was extremely passive. A lot of problems that I wouldn't necessarily deem important to my emotion healing are also going away too.
On E2, especially when I did a lot of hours I would stutter and shake nervously when speaking to others. It didn't really bother me, but I understood it would bother others, or they would categorize me as a weirdo or low status, which bothered me. I continued to stutter and shake and just accepted that was where I was at because acceptance was far more important to me than actually changing the behavior. It certainly helped reduce the nervousness but didn't eliminate it.
On DMSI I've taken a more active approach to this and just experience it less in general.
Thanks, you posted that when I was writing my other reply.
That is one of my complaints of E2. I do want to do stuff but it's mainly going to relaxing places and such. It is making me more passive and not seeming to have drive towards goals and such.
The strange thing on E2 with people for me. Is that some days i'm feeling really akward and not that strong or confident. Like yesterday, yet people still want to talk to me most of the time on those days. Where on AM if I felt like crap nobody really wanted to talk to me.
Shannon has mentioned recently the idea of taking a break from healing and i'm thinking of it. But I feel like if I stopped and did ultra motivation for a month then went back to E2 that both of those things are going against each other due to the lack of motivation I get on E2.
Or maybe just a week off at some Stage could be better then continuing E2.
If you stop using E2, you will not need to run a motivation sub. That will come back in between 1-2 weeks naturally.
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