Shannon's Journal Discussion

[Shannon]

Shannon I read from somewhere that you talked about one particular resistant type of personality. The one that doesn't like to be told what to do. This is actually one of the reasons why I can't stand having a job and an employer. I think it was one of the older posts, what are your thought about that now? Will 6g be more effective dealing with that?

I'm asking because 5.5g seems to be more effective than the past programs I have used, so I have a feeling that you have changed something to make it harder to resist for people who can't stand being told what to do.

I'm one of those people.

Normally, I turn off all subliminals while doing my daily mental alchemy rituals, but a few days ago, I left AM6 (ultrasonic) running by accident.

There's a particular ritual that allows me to (and I'll explain this the best way I can), detach from my surroundings and direct my focus inward. From there, I'll monitor and observe my internal chatter and write down the more questionable lines. Imagine having a directional microphone and pointing it directly at your internal voice.

I kept "hearing" and writing down this anomalous thought -- it "sounded" like someone screaming in the distance. Tortured. Very painful. And it kept repeating the same thing over: "No, I won't do it." As I began to focus on that "voice," I became angrier and angrier until I was absolutely enraged. And suddenly, I realized what was going on. Hopped up, turned off AM6. The voice didn't go away immediately -- my guess is that the sub was still processing. However, about 5-6 hours later, I began to feel euphoric. Voice was gone.

Further tests yielded the following results: Ultrasonic exposure leads to anger / rage based resistance. Pissed off at the world. Wanna put my hand through a wall. Masked resistance is of the depressive kind. Down and out. No self-confidence.

I will say this: In my AOSI / DMSI tests, even on ultrasonic, I never experienced any anger / rage based resistance. Just depressive -- which, in my opinion, is my subconscious throwing up signs of fear rather than just stonewalling the sub.

Ultrasonic is louder, deals with shallower levels of subconscious awareness. Masked is lower in volume, and affects deeper levels of subconscious awareness.

RAGE is where you're angry, indignant and motivated to resist. In your case, you taking it as being shouted at what to do. Depression stems from feelings of hopelessness to resist. It doesn't want to cooperate, but is unable to resist, and it knows it. Conscious depression is the last line of defense before change is inevitable.