07-12-2016, 09:01 AM
dang man you nailed it !! Geez you spelling it out soooo well Mat22.wow. IM gonna copy and paste so I can go back and re-read this pot from time to time in a e-mail to my self.thank you for the clarity. IM 51 days into E2 and yet things are starting to shift and move a bit more than before...where as before I was lethargic,stade and moving at the pace of a snail motavation wise... staying up all night,sleep til 12,1,2 or even 4 PM... I was up at 5:45am this morning. Love yer post man again its sooo clear and very very encouraging. thank you Matt!
YOU Rocked it Man!! Keith.
I'm not Shannon, obviously, but I'd urge you to run E2 again. Procrastination most of the time is just a symptom of unchallenged fear. The longer you run E2 the better it gets. 32 days is a very short amount of time, it's very possible you didn't get to the deeper issues. While running E2 the procrastination for me got really bad, but it eventually passes.
As for having the thoughts and opinions of others in your head, I completely relate to that. E2 has helped me with that tremendously. I used to absorb EVERYTHING from people. Now they can have their opinions and views but I know they are just that and have no influence on my own actions. True getting away from these people helps, but it's not a long term solution because sooner or later you will run into people like this again. And it's so much better being able to just exist in this world and not be influenced by others beliefs. You stop running or trying to avoid situations and instead just live your life. I know this sounds like nonsense, but people can only drain you if you let them.
I'll say this, E2 is very powerful. But as smooth as Shannon has made it, it still gets very rough. Those incredibly rough moments are basically the tipping point where either you stop and revert to old ways or you keep going and break through the other side. All that stuff you need to get done in your life is the result of all the negative bs you've internalized over the years, not a lack of motivation or willpower. There's a complex spider web of issues inside you that essentially causes all forms of self sabotage that makes improving one's own life close to impossible. Clear that stuff out and it's like taking your foot off the break. E2 is king for that.
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YOU Rocked it Man!! Keith.
(07-12-2016, 12:44 AM)ALI6NMENT Wrote: Shannon, I am considering using Overcome Procrastination to get all this shit done in my life that needs to get done and then run E2.
I could explain multiple things I don't like but even I don't understand them.
One thing is when I talk and listen to too many people, I start feeling like I have all these thoughts and opinions of there's in my head and it makes me feel really tired and confused. I have found the only way to feel better is to keep to my self and I can just be at one with my own thoughts. It's really confusing and it sucks ass.
Certain people drain the ***** out of me.
So, I want to find away to get away from these certain people but to do that it requires effort and action, will power and motivation. Which E2 won't give me.
I am also taking into consideration the recticular activation system and the script of OP to get done what "needs" to get done and my RAS will notice, find and see all the things I need to get done for me to get to where I want to get to.
I used 32 days of E2 and procrastinated more then I do now, and K procrastinate alot now.
I moved out of my parents house in January but I still work for my father's business which is on my parents land, where they live. So, I haven't really got away, I am still kinda stuck here but with shinny glitter wrapped up in renting my own apartment.
If I didn't work her I would see any of my other siblings or anything.
In my ideal world I would just visit my parents now and then and I wouldn't even see none of my other family members but because it's all here, I kinda have to.
I appreciate your opinion on this because you are basically a human Yoda, that's the best compliment you can get lol.
EDIT- Writing on my phone sucks ass.
I'm not Shannon, obviously, but I'd urge you to run E2 again. Procrastination most of the time is just a symptom of unchallenged fear. The longer you run E2 the better it gets. 32 days is a very short amount of time, it's very possible you didn't get to the deeper issues. While running E2 the procrastination for me got really bad, but it eventually passes.
As for having the thoughts and opinions of others in your head, I completely relate to that. E2 has helped me with that tremendously. I used to absorb EVERYTHING from people. Now they can have their opinions and views but I know they are just that and have no influence on my own actions. True getting away from these people helps, but it's not a long term solution because sooner or later you will run into people like this again. And it's so much better being able to just exist in this world and not be influenced by others beliefs. You stop running or trying to avoid situations and instead just live your life. I know this sounds like nonsense, but people can only drain you if you let them.
I'll say this, E2 is very powerful. But as smooth as Shannon has made it, it still gets very rough. Those incredibly rough moments are basically the tipping point where either you stop and revert to old ways or you keep going and break through the other side. All that stuff you need to get done in your life is the result of all the negative bs you've internalized over the years, not a lack of motivation or willpower. There's a complex spider web of issues inside you that essentially causes all forms of self sabotage that makes improving one's own life close to impossible. Clear that stuff out and it's like taking your foot off the break. E2 is king for that.
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