07-08-2016, 12:34 AM
(07-07-2016, 03:14 PM)Shannon Wrote:(07-07-2016, 02:14 AM)LionKing Wrote: ...
You feel bad (guilt/shame) for getting off it?
If you are experiencing guilt and shame, still, then you are not done healing.
If you are AFRAID that you might miss your goals by using the program that is designed to remove FEAR, then you are not done being cleared of fear.
Once you get through the healing, your inward focus will shift outward again and you'll be able to do anything. It's not going to turn you into a passive bird feeder.
Think you just closed that case as to what you should be doing - but it's your call.
Well tbh I experience more shame in not being able to turn to that external focus and wallowing around like a weak little girl. Not that ashamed about how people think of me, but more shame/disappointment as in I myself think I should be stronger than that already.
FEARLESS is a goal I understand; HEALED (with the loving energy in E2) brings up something much more passive for me. On ASC I feel like a hero; "healed" sounds like the hero's grandfather. Ah, movies.
Anyway, the part in of your answer I put in bold font there is very clear and practical, thanks. Its almost the same as "you can stop once there is no more resistance", but "your inward focus will shift outward again" is much more concrete for me, somehow. Hopefully I'll take off like a rocket with ASC 6G from there on out.
Thanks for listening, happy hoverboarding!
Thoughts, opinions and beliefs subject to change without prior notice.
