Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[kornjacinvrac]

The subs i feel have helped motivate me to pack my bags and relocate to one of the countries in the balkans. Whete the women are feminine and absolutely stunning.

London i felt never really appealed to me. Alot of the women especially the english, american and australian women even though they are hot. They act and drink like they are men.I do not find this attractive. Plus i wanted to get away from tge shadow of my family.

Lets switch places.

[DarkPlouf]

It seems that many people here are struggling with procrastination. It would be interesting to see how OP/UM 5.5G can help. The 4G OP worked for me fairly well so it'd be interesting to see how powerful the 5.5G tech would make it.

EDIT:
Note for @Shannon if he's passing by: I believe what made OP 4G work for me so much was the feeling of "urge" to get shit done. While running the sub I only could feel peace after work is done. So procrastinating was out of the question as I wasn't in peace. I could really feel a pressure to do something NOW.
If that can help. Although I understand some personalities would not like so much to be "urged".

[terry44]

The subs i feel have helped motivate me to pack my bags and relocate to one of the countries in the balkans. Whete the women are feminine and absolutely stunning.

London i felt never really appealed to me. Alot of the women especially the english, american and australian women even though they are hot. They act and drink like they are men.I do not find this attractive. Plus i wanted to get away from tge shadow of my family.

All I can say is the women in East London are extremely unattractive in my experience. I mean physically ugly, or even morbidly obese, as well as masculine and aggressive. Balkan and East European are much more attractive, feminine and don't have a feminist, man-hating, chip on their shoulders (at least until they've lived in the UK for some time).

[thor2014]

The subs i feel have helped motivate me to pack my bags and relocate to one of the countries in the balkans. Whete the women are feminine and absolutely stunning.

London i felt never really appealed to me. Alot of the women especially the english, american and australian women even though they are hot. They act and drink like they are men.I do not find this attractive. Plus i wanted to get away from tge shadow of my family.

All I can say is the women in East London are extremely unattractive in my experience. I mean physically ugly, or even morbidly obese, as well as masculine and aggressive. Balkan and East European are much more attractive, feminine and don't have a feminist, man-hating, chip on their shoulders (at least until they've lived in the UK for some time).

Agree with you mate. Even the hot English girls are extremist feminists. Right now i am in a town surrounded by loads of feminine women.

[Dmitry]

Guys, its naturally understandable why eastern women are better: we didn’t allowed fucking inquisitors to burn on fire our women and cats ))

[Oversoul]

I disagree, I think if you ignore the stuck up British girls for a while, while youre being cool, they start acting nice and friendly

[kornjacinvrac]

I disagree, I think if you ignore the stuck up British girls for a while, while youre being cool, they start acting nice and friendly

I agree. There are people in Balkans that think "Oh man, these Balkan girls are so dumb and passive, they expect everything from men, they just wear their make up and do nothing all day! Just walking in the street and shoping! All they care is money and their makeup! I wish i could move in USA/Russia/Ukraine/Bulgaria/Sweden, where girls a friendly and more beatiful".

I know because i was born in Balkan. I use to live in three best cities in Balkan, where statistics will blow any foreigner away (for example 9:1 women to men ratio) and within a minute, three hoties pass by, but in other countries you need to wait whole day just to see one hottie. Even in these circumstances men have problems. It's all about inner dialog and belifs, that's why it is hard to concieve it. In my expirience, changing your outer circumstances won't do much help. Anywhere, even in muslim contries with right mindset, one can find a girl. It only takes one girl to make US happy. Only one. And every state has millions of girls.

Old saying goes; Grass is always greener... on the other side of the fence?

[terry44]

I disagree, I think if you ignore the stuck up British girls for a while, while youre being cool, they start acting nice and friendly

I agree. There are people in Balkans that think "Oh man, these Balkan girls are so dumb and passive, they expect everything from men, they just wear their make up and do nothing all day! Just walking in the street and shoping! All they care is money and their makeup! I wish i could move in USA/Russia/Ukraine/Bulgaria/Sweden, where girls a friendly and more beatiful".

I know because i was born in Balkan. I use to live in three best cities in Balkan, where statistics will blow any foreigner away (for example 9:1 women to men ratio) and within a minute, three hoties pass by, but in other countries you need to wait whole day just to see one hottie. Even in these circumstances men have problems. It's all about inner dialog and belifs, that's why it is hard to concieve it. In my expirience, changing your outer circumstances won't do much help. Anywhere, even in muslim contries with right mindset, one can find a girl. It only takes one girl to make US happy. Only one. And every state has millions of girls.

Old saying goes; Grass is always greener... on the other side of the fence?

I've travelled a lot and the grass really is greener in other places, much more than I expected. You have to spend time in London to really see how brown the grass is. The women in West London are physically more attractive than East London it's true, but because so many men are chasing them, they can have big egos. And things seem to have gotten much worse in my part of East London. Even ten or fifteen years ago you would have seen more good looking women. It's a very drab and boring trip in to work, looking more like the Third World than Europe, and I'm glad I'm no longer looking for anyone.

[DarthXedonias]

The subs i feel have helped motivate me to pack my bags and relocate to one of the countries in the balkans. Whete the women are feminine and absolutely stunning.

London i felt never really appealed to me. Alot of the women especially the english, american and australian women even though they are hot. They act and drink like they are men.I do not find this attractive. Plus i wanted to get away from tge shadow of my family.

All I can say is the women in East London are extremely unattractive in my experience. I mean physically ugly, or even morbidly obese, as well as masculine and aggressive. Balkan and East European are much more attractive, feminine and don't have a feminist, man-hating, chip on their shoulders (at least until they've lived in the UK for some time).

Agree with you mate. Even the hot English girls are extremist feminists. Right now i am in a town surrounded by loads of feminine women.

Its funny that you mention this Thor since I felt DMSI has been pushing me towards the same thing. I've noticed since I got back from my trip from the Philippines that I've kept on thinking about going back their permanently since then. Matter of fact, I will be able to start packing my bags in hopefully about 3-4 months so I can move to Asia to teach English as a foreign language with the main objective to eventually permanently move the Philippines.

With what you guys say about London girls, I could easily say about the girls here in California. Lots of them obese and even the hot ones have these big egos and feminist mentalities that are just a big turn off for me. Way different from my experience with women in different places in Asia. Even the woman who I'm still talking to though we aren't "officially" together anymore (though that may change in the future) is way different from what I'm use to. Way feminine, doesn't argue about every single little thing and doesn't shit test all the time like local women here. Only time she ever shit tested or acted up was when I said no to having kids already. Other than that she never got annoying, though she was quite clingy.

I also wanted to get away from family. Given them multiple warnings to just leave me be but they are still constantly trying to exert control over my life. Its getting annoying so I'm just going to leave this place permanently. Not to mention they are a pretty toxic influence I have realized and make shitty life decisions that they then try to shame me to bail them out of.

[thor2014]

I disagree, I think if you ignore the stuck up British girls for a while, while youre being cool, they start acting nice and friendly

Mate I am speaking from experience. You give a british, aussie or american girl a compliment. Either they roll their eyes, say "oooh thats so sweet" in a sarcastic tone or completely ignore and play some silly mind game. You might get a number but they never ever reply.

They drink heavily and act like men and as someone has already said alot of them are obese but behave like they are super models.

I never get that with the eastern european and balkan girls.

English girls can be friendly but as soon as you go into "pair bonding" mode they act very weird.

[thor2014]

The subs i feel have helped motivate me to pack my bags and relocate to one of the countries in the balkans. Whete the women are feminine and absolutely stunning.

London i felt never really appealed to me. Alot of the women especially the english, american and australian women even though they are hot. They act and drink like they are men.I do not find this attractive. Plus i wanted to get away from tge shadow of my family.

All I can say is the women in East London are extremely unattractive in my experience. I mean physically ugly, or even morbidly obese, as well as masculine and aggressive. Balkan and East European are much more attractive, feminine and don't have a feminist, man-hating, chip on their shoulders (at least until they've lived in the UK for some time).

Agree with you mate. Even the hot English girls are extremist feminists. Right now i am in a town surrounded by loads of feminine women.

Its funny that you mention this Thor since I felt DMSI has been pushing me towards the same thing. I've noticed since I got back from my trip from the Philippines that I've kept on thinking about going back their permanently since then. Matter of fact, I will be able to start packing my bags in hopefully about 3-4 months so I can move to Asia to teach English as a foreign language with the main objective to eventually permanently move the Philippines.

With what you guys say about London girls, I could easily say about the girls here in California. Lots of them obese and even the hot ones have these big egos and feminist mentalities that are just a big turn off for me. Way different from my experience with women in different places in Asia. Even the woman who I'm still talking to though we aren't "officially" together anymore (though that may change in the future) is way different from what I'm use to. Way feminine, doesn't argue about every single little thing and doesn't shit test all the time like local women here. Only time she ever shit tested or acted up was when I said no to having kids already. Other than that she never got annoying, though she was quite clingy.

I also wanted to get away from family. Given them multiple warnings to just leave me be but they are still constantly trying to exert control over my life. Its getting annoying so I'm just going to leave this place permanently. Not to mention they are a pretty toxic influence I have realized and make shitty life decisions that they then try to shame me to bail them out of.

I feel your pain I have a domineering father who seems to think that no matter what age I am he has the right to control my life. I put up with it for too long now I have had enough.

If your already thinking about heading back to the Philippines just do it.

I feel DMSI has helped me overcome this specific challenge in my life. Plus I have surrounded myself with supportive friends.

[thor2014]

I disagree, I think if you ignore the stuck up British girls for a while, while youre being cool, they start acting nice and friendly

I agree. There are people in Balkans that think "Oh man, these Balkan girls are so dumb and passive, they expect everything from men, they just wear their make up and do nothing all day! Just walking in the street and shoping! All they care is money and their makeup! I wish i could move in USA/Russia/Ukraine/Bulgaria/Sweden, where girls a friendly and more beatiful".

I know because i was born in Balkan. I use to live in three best cities in Balkan, where statistics will blow any foreigner away (for example 9:1 women to men ratio) and within a minute, three hoties pass by, but in other countries you need to wait whole day just to see one hottie. Even in these circumstances men have problems. It's all about inner dialog and belifs, that's why it is hard to concieve it. In my expirience, changing your outer circumstances won't do much help. Anywhere, even in muslim contries with right mindset, one can find a girl. It only takes one girl to make US happy. Only one. And every state has millions of girls.

Old saying goes; Grass is always greener... on the other side of the fence?

I've travelled a lot and the grass really is greener in other places, much more than I expected. You have to spend time in London to really see how brown the grass is. The women in West London are physically more attractive than East London it's true, but because so many men are chasing them, they can have big egos. And things seem to have gotten much worse in my part of East London. Even ten or fifteen years ago you would have seen more good looking women. It's a very drab and boring trip in to work, looking more like the Third World than Europe, and I'm glad I'm no longer looking for anyone.

Terry is spot on. There are lots of hot women in the westend but as he said there are loads of guys chasing them. I met a romanian girl who had been living and working in London for four years. She was an HB8 (hate to use this scale but I wanted to illustrate my point).

When I was out chatting to her. Her phone kept beeping she then looked away from her phone at me and said "Ohhh I have got 11 guys asking me out on dates so many guys sending me messages". Some of these guys were ones she had given her number out after being approached in the street.

Others were numbers of guys she met in bars and rich bankers and lawyers she had met at various private parties.

[thor2014]

Shannon Shannon Shannon Shannon....

Did I get ur attention buddy? Good.

Idk if u read my journal or not but I want to tell u something about a weird pattern.

As u know I have hard time stopping masturbating.

What I am noticing is that when I am on "A" I masturbate more... But when I jump to be I stop Masturbating for few days which mean I go on more days on NoFap on "B" than on "A".

For example :

When I first started DMSI "B" - I fapped crazy

Then on "A" - I fapped still but less

Then again on "B" - I went 15 days on NoFap

Then again on "A" - I was fapping again "

Then again on" B"-I went 4 days NoFap (7 loops "

So what's ur advice.. I try my best to stop.. But longest I went was 15 days.. On" B"..

I know I have said this before but if u can do anything about this NoFap module in 3.3 then it would be great. Perhaps add something that whenever the urge came my mind would be diverted to do something else or maybe transmute it..

Believe me DMSI is healing and making me more mature but.. I don't like playing with my toy-toy every 2 days..

Maybe u know add will power module or something Idk u r the boss...

What's ur advice for me? Regarding A or B.. and loops and also why is this happening to me..

Sorry for improper format

This is very odd mate. On DMSI A my wanting to masturbate has completely gone. Have you tried the sledge hammer approach that is trashing all your porn and getting all the porn sites you would normally browse excluded through your ISP ?

[Oversoul]

I disagree, I think if you ignore the stuck up British girls for a while, while youre being cool, they start acting nice and friendly

Mate I am speaking from experience. You give a british, aussie or american girl a compliment. Either they roll their eyes, say "oooh thats so sweet" in a sarcastic tone or completely ignore and play some silly mind game. You might get a number but they never ever reply.

They drink heavily and act like men and as someone has already said alot of them are obese but behave like they are super models.

I never get that with the eastern european and balkan girls.

English girls can be friendly but as soon as you go into "pair bonding" mode they act very weird.

I understand, but thats your experience. Mines a bit different, I live in London too.

They got a lot of options yes, but most are weirdos.

Not saying its the easiest place to get women, there might and probably are better place. But definitely not the worst.