Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[K-Train]

I feel like the biggest badass on the new DMSI.

And funnily enough, it seems to have worked on my fears that were related to work as much as or more than USLM.

I've been feeling the same periodically specifically in the past 2-3 days. My theory is that the things that prevent "sexual" success are very similar to the things that prevent general success in life. For example, my issue is I don't mind being successful but I fear too much success because it may bring problems. It goes like this:

I fear the negative subjective opinion of others --> Avoid doing "too much" so that people don't notice me --> Get lazy/self sabotage/do something to f*ck up a situation after experiencing a lot of success --> Get frustrated about why I'm not where I should be despite improvements in life.

As you can see, that one fear (as Shannon has mentioned before) influences us to a great deal often in ways that we don't even conceive. But for me personally, here's what happened when one fear was reduced:

I no longer have as much fear of others negative subjective opinion of me --> More comfortable seeking more success --> motivation level stays consistent and I can (sometimes) detect self-sabotage attempts --> more inner peace because I'm living more in accordance with how I want to live.

Naturally, to be successful with women you'll have to let go of certain fears and inaccurate beliefs and to be successful at work (or many other things) will require the same thing. One advantage of USLM over DMSI is that theoretically a subliminal like USLM with FRM will allow you to (once again, in theory) select the fear you want eliminated because USLM is dictated heavily by conscious desires.

[samba99]

Shannon, how is everything going with FRM 4.3,4.4?

[Oversoul]

I feel like the biggest badass on the new DMSI.

And funnily enough, it seems to have worked on my fears that were related to work as much as or more than USLM.

I've been feeling the same periodically specifically in the past 2-3 days. My theory is that the things that prevent "sexual" success are very similar to the things that prevent general success in life. For example, my issue is I don't mind being successful but I fear too much success because it may bring problems. It goes like this:

I fear the negative subjective opinion of others --> Avoid doing "too much" so that people don't notice me --> Get lazy/self sabotage/do something to f*ck up a situation after experiencing a lot of success --> Get frustrated about why I'm not where I should be despite improvements in life.

As you can see, that one fear (as Shannon has mentioned before) influences us to a great deal often in ways that we don't even conceive. But for me personally, here's what happened when one fear was reduced:

I no longer have as much fear of others negative subjective opinion of me --> More comfortable seeking more success --> motivation level stays consistent and I can (sometimes) detect self-sabotage attempts --> more inner peace because I'm living more in accordance with how I want to live.

Naturally, to be successful with women you'll have to let go of certain fears and inaccurate beliefs and to be successful at work (or many other things) will require the same thing. One advantage of USLM over DMSI is that theoretically a subliminal like USLM with FRM will allow you to (once again, in theory) select the fear you want eliminated because USLM is dictated heavily by conscious desires.

Yes, I agree, one fear so easily spills into fear of something else. Ive seen it so many times in so many diffrent cases.


Also looking back at NYE, the girl I made out with within 40 seconds of meeting her, I abandoned her because in my head 'I didn't feel any chemistry' (though she was hot and into it). Is that me having 'higher standards' or is that self sabotage?

[Oversoul]

Also I think I got an 'orbiter' in the coffee shop I go to everyday to work (well as far as orbiters go for girls).

I kinda know her coz I hit on her at uni but she wasn't having it at the time because I was hitting on her friend too. lol

Haven't seen or spoken to her for 3 years, but also have never spoken to her when not drunk.

IDK whether to let DMSI induce her to come to me or just hit on her.

Shes a 9/10

[dweller94]

@Shannon

Maybe some feedback, so that girl I thought I could pursue a relationship with ended on a good note tho, she thought I friend zoned her and wasn't flirty / romantic, tbfair she dropped hints but wasn't clear and I didn't take my shot as I usually do so that has come to an end. Maybe I was being protected from some Std who knows? But something always stopped me I dunno what or why but it did, she started to cause me unhappiness and with all things what makes me unhappy disappears sooner or later. But if she was clearer I'd have gone for it, for some reason she didn't portray herself as a sexually open girl but now she said she always kept her options open and has been doing so. Given all that the mutual decision is it's over.

[Shannon]

@Shannon

How is LTU 5.5G coming along? I hope you are recovering from your illness?

I am recovered enough to start working today, but spent most of today dealing with a recall of my vehicle dealing with the software controlling the engine. Fortunately, they got me in and updated the software, and the new software did not detect any engine damage.

I'm working on FRM 4.4 until that's done, then we go back to work on LTU 5.5G. I estimate it's around half done.

[Shannon]

Shannon, how is everything going with FRM 4.3,4.4?

4.4 is a complex series of additions and adjustments to a complex section of script. So far nothing I have tried has passed the models. I am still trying to find a way to approach these changes that works. That said, it's only been a day.

[Steve_]

Welcome back, everyone. Sorry about the downtime. We had an interesting domino effect happen with the server that caused some unpleasant database effects. Andrew and I were able to restore full functionality on January 12th @12:45pm PST. Happy new year!

[Superman]

That's ok, I'm sure Shannon was a lot more productive without the forum asking dozens of questions everyday.

[racktree]

That's ok, I'm sure Shannon was a lot more productive without the forum asking dozens of questions everyday.

I was going to write the exact same thing.

[Choice]

Glad to see the forums are back.

@Shannon I'm not sure if it's of any use to you but I'm posting it just in case.

So this interesting occurence regarding FRM happened yesterday (1st day of new cycle).

As I was trying to fall asleep while listening to the loops, my stomach started suddenly to become very tense, followed by an abrupt transition from a conscious state into a dream-like one where I saw for about 10 seconds all sorts of scary images popping into my mind one after the other like in a slide projector, which filled my whole body with horror. The best way to describe this was my mind being 'hijacked' for a solid few seconds to process the fear that's being worked on.

Also I'm now almost certain that any stomach tensing I had on previous versions is a fear response to what the script is instructing us to do.

[Shadow2200]

Yeah good to have forums back up. hopefully Shannon's coming along with anti-fear mod 4.5. we can't wait to see more best in world products.

[Shannon]

I'm still working on FRM 4.4.

[dissonance]

@Shannon

How is LTU 5.5G coming along? I hope you are recovering from your illness?

I am recovered enough to start working today, but spent most of today dealing with a recall of my vehicle dealing with the software controlling the engine. Fortunately, they got me in and updated the software, and the new software did not detect any engine damage.

I'm working on FRM 4.4 until that's done, then we go back to work on LTU 5.5G. I estimate it's around half done.

When does the building of 3.3.1-D fit into the near future post-FRM4.4 completion?