(08-15-2018, 01:44 PM)Frosted Wrote: I will ask Ben. I looked at my current SM3 journal but a ton of posts are missing so I think there's another SM3 thread that got put in the thread graveyard. So will do that.
Anyways, to tell you flat out I didn't get laid. If you're reading it for that then I saved you a bunch of trouble. But I did get some benefit, although I was too stuck in my own ***** at the time to realize it so might not have wrote it down eloquently.
Edit: Sent Ben a message although I'm sure he's reading this anyways. I asked him to bring back all my old journals so if anyone wants to read them they should be back up soon. I warn you though there's a lot of mental masturbation and... cringe.
Your not the only one when I did my first run I was in a very difficult head space in fact I could not handle the emotional turbulence generated by SM when I got to stage 3.It was too much so I gave up. One other factor which made it harder for me to execute SM was that my parents lived nearby and my father was continuously shaming me everytime we met which drove me crazy. I knew I had to get away from them but I was "stuck in a hole" so could not make the move.
Not getting laid is NOT the end of the world mate. Each of us has our own challenges which we need to overcome first I like to read about the challenges people face.
