08-15-2018, 09:31 AM
(08-15-2018, 09:12 AM)Frosted Wrote: I think it was like stage 2/3ish. I think it was just during that time, but I'd have to go back and check. I also seemed to mature more looking back on my SM3 video journal. It was when I started making the transition from fake alpha to being myself. I'm actually flattered that you want to read my journal cause I have a negative image of how people view me on this forum, due mostly in part to my own behavior.If you can have them dug up from the grave I would love to read them. The SM journals are far and few on the forum which is a real shame.
Anyways, that just gave me an idea. I'm going to go look at my journal too. I could also show you some videos of myself, although I'd have to cherry pick them as I say some really personal shit in most of them. SM seems to dig deep despite how superficial of a program it might look. SM caused the most upheavel in my life from any program I've ran before so far. If you recall that was the time I thought I was transgender and reaching "enlightenment" and a bunch of other delusions. Basically ever since that point my life has been constant upheaval and ups and downs.
I'm also scared to look lol. I might have to have Ben dig it up from the graveyard cause I had told him to take all my old journals and put them in the thread graveyard.
