02-09-2018, 01:24 AM
Haha alright fair enough, I just keep it running until I feel like I don't longer need more self esteem.
Had an interesting dream again. Before the sub I didn't remember much dreams at all. I think I kinda shut it off because of fear for what's stored in my subconscious. This week before I fall asleep every night, I state to myself that I want to dream and recall everything. It's been working so far.
So the dream: I approached a girl and got her phone number and felt pretty confident and calm while doing so in the dream. In real life this gives me a lot more stress than I felt in the dream, or maybe it shifted a bit, who knows.
My focus is not on women at all, just want to focus on myself and building self esteem and a good career and stuff, really focus on self development. But still interesting that I had this dream, felt pretty calm and confident when approaching this girl in my dreams.
Also on a side note, the turmoil of some days ago is now over and I feel more stable again, much like how I felt in the first week of running SE
Had an interesting dream again. Before the sub I didn't remember much dreams at all. I think I kinda shut it off because of fear for what's stored in my subconscious. This week before I fall asleep every night, I state to myself that I want to dream and recall everything. It's been working so far.
So the dream: I approached a girl and got her phone number and felt pretty confident and calm while doing so in the dream. In real life this gives me a lot more stress than I felt in the dream, or maybe it shifted a bit, who knows.
My focus is not on women at all, just want to focus on myself and building self esteem and a good career and stuff, really focus on self development. But still interesting that I had this dream, felt pretty calm and confident when approaching this girl in my dreams.
Also on a side note, the turmoil of some days ago is now over and I feel more stable again, much like how I felt in the first week of running SE
