02-08-2018, 12:53 AM
Thanks for the insight Shannon. What would you consider enough usage time? It probably depends a lot on the person and other factors, but roughly speaking?
Had a dream last night, about a dude from school, maybe 12 years back or so. I never think or dream about this guy.
We had a physical fight in the dream, just like he sometimes was putting me down by keeping me in a lock position like in wrestling. We were hanging out with eachother but he did this a couple of times when we started sort of wrestling for fun.
Even though it was playful at the time, I felt inferior when he had me in a grip lock. I feel the same when people are putting me down with words.
So in this dream he again won the wrestle contest but this time it wasn't playful. When he walked away like a champion, I said: wait, where are you going? I'm not ready with you.
So he turned around and said: okay if you want some more then let's do this. All of the sudden he looked super muscular and strong, like a bodybuilder.
I then backed of, rationalising that he's stronger than me and I get beaten again. Next time I hope to kick his ass or get beaten again in the process, so what.
Even though I didn't really went through with standing up for myself, there was a small nugde of courage and strength when I told him I'm not done with him yet.
Let's hope I kick the *** out of him next time in my dreams.
Also interesting to note, when I went to sleep last night, I had my eyes closed and it was fully dark in the room. But there was this short light flash inside my head. I checked if it wasn't just the light flickering but that was impossible. After that I felt energy moving in most of my chakra's, one by one, and at last my hands and feet. I normally don't feel this, it was noticeable
Had a dream last night, about a dude from school, maybe 12 years back or so. I never think or dream about this guy.
We had a physical fight in the dream, just like he sometimes was putting me down by keeping me in a lock position like in wrestling. We were hanging out with eachother but he did this a couple of times when we started sort of wrestling for fun.
Even though it was playful at the time, I felt inferior when he had me in a grip lock. I feel the same when people are putting me down with words.
So in this dream he again won the wrestle contest but this time it wasn't playful. When he walked away like a champion, I said: wait, where are you going? I'm not ready with you.
So he turned around and said: okay if you want some more then let's do this. All of the sudden he looked super muscular and strong, like a bodybuilder.
I then backed of, rationalising that he's stronger than me and I get beaten again. Next time I hope to kick his ass or get beaten again in the process, so what.
Even though I didn't really went through with standing up for myself, there was a small nugde of courage and strength when I told him I'm not done with him yet.
Let's hope I kick the *** out of him next time in my dreams.
Also interesting to note, when I went to sleep last night, I had my eyes closed and it was fully dark in the room. But there was this short light flash inside my head. I checked if it wasn't just the light flickering but that was impossible. After that I felt energy moving in most of my chakra's, one by one, and at last my hands and feet. I normally don't feel this, it was noticeable
