Seduction Wars- Episode 1 (Women Magnet)(Complete)(Update)

[DarthXedonias]

Stage 3, Day 29



Well been quite a while since my last update. Where to start? I will admit that most of this stage has been kicking my @SS. I don't know why, but it seems a recurring theme now that every time I get to the "Big guns" stage in the six month sets I get my @ss handed to me. Most of the negatives in this stage has passed but I still get it every once in a while. For whatever reason this stage seems to flare up my PTSD and make me feel a torrent of different emotions sometimes. On the positive though I have felt a new surge in determination towards reaching my long term goals and pretty much being Apathetic towards anything that would not further them. This apathetic attitude has also shown up in my social interactions as well. Before I knew it I was very relaxed in social situations simply because I didn't care either way. Right now I don't really care about women or socializing. If socializing happens, that's fine. If it doesn't then that's also fine. Also, I've pretty much abandoned all types of media (downloading TV shows, Movies, playing games). All those forms of media bore me to death now except for the occasional documentary here and there. The only thing that gives me any joy right now is reading and music. I don't know why but through out this stage I have been reading practically everyday since I've been on this stage.

Women wise not much has happened, which i'm not surprised about since this is the last foundation building phase. The only thing I've noticed is that slowly more women have been sitting by me in my classes. Another thing I've noticed is my observational intuition is like some kinda of "Spider Sense" when it comes to people I don't like. What will happen is that I will see the person and a voice will come into my head that says "I'm not going to like this person" (Which I assume is based on their body language and Tonality of their voice). Soon afterwards of observing this person after a week or so I find that I can't stand the person or find them annoying. A about a week after that I start to "Consciously" notice their body language and I start thinking, "oh so that's starting to make since now". At least that's the best way I can explain it.

As for the future, I have decided to put off deciding between AYP subs and Sex magnet until I get near the end of stage 5. I feel like right now since this stage is making me emotional at times that It would be best to make that decision later when I have a clear head. I have decided though that if I do use the AYP sexual lovers 5G sub I will keep using it until I have 3 or 4 Sexual lovers. The king needs his Harem after all . Most likely (Hopefully) they will be Bi-females. Foursomes here I come!!!

I have definitely made a solid decision about my next 2 subs before my next AM6 run though. I came to my decision when I came to realize something about the concept of Weakness in this stage. I was thinking in this stage about how much people don't realize their full potential. I mean there are some people who have legitimate excuses and can't do much about their situations (small children, physically disabled, mentally disabled, Elderly) but those probably only make up about 3% of the population. So, question comes with whats up with the other 97% of otherwise healthy adults. When I really thought about it I came to the realization that we are only as weak as our minds are. Weakness only exists in our minds. If there is weakness in our beliefs/thinking then that will translate to bad choices/actions which then have negative consequences on our lives. This thinking cemented for me when I remembered reading about how the Top 1% of wealthiest individuals are there on year and then the next year 50% of them are no longer in that category. Why aren't they? Its because they made a financial decision that broke them. That just drove home the point that no matter who you are, your beliefs/thinking will lead to actions that will either make you or break you.

With that in mind, I realized that during this stage I still have some weakness in my mind that I want to totally clear out. Obviously, I won't get all of it but I would be glad to get rid of 95% of it. Therefore I decided after doing the AYP subs I will probably be doing EPRHA for 6 months, LTU for 6 months, and then AM6 again. I'm doing it in that order because I want to take a more marginal approach. From what I've seen on the sales page EPRHA has roughly 5% of whats in LTU and LTU has about 30% of whats in AM6. I feel like I want to master the concepts in EPRHA this time around (along with clearing out the junk in my head), then move on to LTU to master a bit more new concepts while still reinforcing that 5% in EPHRA. Then I can move onto mastering that remaining 70% of concepts in AM6 (which shouldn't be too hard since I already have most of them).

Other than the above not much has been going on. Only have a few days left in this stage and can't wait to move onto the next. Hopefully since next stage is a manifestation stage I will see a few more external results.