01-22-2015, 02:45 AM
Stage 2, Day 19
I said I wouldn't make another post at least for another 2 weeks "unless" there was something else that came up. Well, since my last post there have been some strengthening in the internal changes I mentioned along with some new ones. It really does feel like this stage is like AM6 stage 5 except on Steroids. I should probably start with the way I feel and see myself now. Now I have this awesome feeling of euphoria. It feels like I have the effects of Anti-Depressants (Which I have done before) without actually taking them. I'm also convinced that the script for "Everything is possible" is in this stage. I have this feeling that I can do and achieve anything I want. There's also this thought that any woman would want me because I'm the only "real" man shes ever going to meet in my area. In reality, this wouldn't be too far off as well. Throughout AM and WM, I have tried to see if there were any other Alpha Males in my area but I haven't seen any to be honest. Its like most men I run into are grown "man boys" with lots of insecurities. Then again, given that I live on the outskirts of the San Francisco Metro area I shouldn't be surprised. It just seems like in my area the whole, "Men need to be nice and very accepting" mentality is taken to another level. On top of all these changes my view of me as high status has gone through the roof. I've caught this voice in the back of my head saying, "I AM THE KING" a couple of times
On the other side of things, how I view other people has changed as well. During AM6, I remember when I saw beta characteristics in media I would mostly loose interest right away or walk away from said media in disgust. In real life though If I came into contact with said characteristics I would usually be more confused than anything else. Since stage 2 of WM however, Its like I react to people's Neediness and seeking validation with Annoyance, agitation, and/or disgust. I think its because during this stage I've developed such a high status and high value Mentality. To use my previous post's example, its kinda of like the 10/10 woman who gets approached by a Beta male and smells his neediness and Validation seeking a mile away. She usually loses interest very quickly, gets annoyed that he approached her, or she recoils in disgust. I can remember a few days ago when I was searching on facebook for something and I saw a post by a person from back in my Navy days. Apparently this guy had started dating another woman that I knew as well. For some back ground, this woman had dated "many" guys in our work place though none of the relationships really lasted that long. I think its because the relationship would start off great but slowly the men would become needy and she would end the relationship soon afterwards. Anyway, I see his post and hes writing stuff like, "I can't live without you", "Your the most important thing in my entire life", and "Its been 4 months/ 7 days since we started our relationship and still going strong". My automatic reaction? I recoiled in disgust at his apparent neediness and obsession with her. My first thought after my initial reaction was "This isn't going to last". Its funny though, before I started doing any of these subs I would have read a post like that and turned slightly depressed/envious that I didn't have a woman in my life
Another thing that has really taken off is my lack of concern about what others think about me or putting up with other people's BS. Its like I just woke up one day and said, "I'm going to believe what I want to believe and do what I want to do because that's what "I" truly believe or want to do. I see even more now how most people don't live their lives the way they want to. Mostly out of the fear that they will be guilt tripped or shamed by society as a whole. Its like before these subs I would be in my head so much that I wouldn't notice the many insecurities of others but after doing the subs I now notice how many insecurities, even in people I considered "strong", most people have.
On a side note, I will be starting classes in a couple of hours. So, I might be able to see more external results due to the sub. I will either report back later tonight or tomorrow on how things go. So far though, I'm really liking Stage 2!
I said I wouldn't make another post at least for another 2 weeks "unless" there was something else that came up. Well, since my last post there have been some strengthening in the internal changes I mentioned along with some new ones. It really does feel like this stage is like AM6 stage 5 except on Steroids. I should probably start with the way I feel and see myself now. Now I have this awesome feeling of euphoria. It feels like I have the effects of Anti-Depressants (Which I have done before) without actually taking them. I'm also convinced that the script for "Everything is possible" is in this stage. I have this feeling that I can do and achieve anything I want. There's also this thought that any woman would want me because I'm the only "real" man shes ever going to meet in my area. In reality, this wouldn't be too far off as well. Throughout AM and WM, I have tried to see if there were any other Alpha Males in my area but I haven't seen any to be honest. Its like most men I run into are grown "man boys" with lots of insecurities. Then again, given that I live on the outskirts of the San Francisco Metro area I shouldn't be surprised. It just seems like in my area the whole, "Men need to be nice and very accepting" mentality is taken to another level. On top of all these changes my view of me as high status has gone through the roof. I've caught this voice in the back of my head saying, "I AM THE KING" a couple of times
On the other side of things, how I view other people has changed as well. During AM6, I remember when I saw beta characteristics in media I would mostly loose interest right away or walk away from said media in disgust. In real life though If I came into contact with said characteristics I would usually be more confused than anything else. Since stage 2 of WM however, Its like I react to people's Neediness and seeking validation with Annoyance, agitation, and/or disgust. I think its because during this stage I've developed such a high status and high value Mentality. To use my previous post's example, its kinda of like the 10/10 woman who gets approached by a Beta male and smells his neediness and Validation seeking a mile away. She usually loses interest very quickly, gets annoyed that he approached her, or she recoils in disgust. I can remember a few days ago when I was searching on facebook for something and I saw a post by a person from back in my Navy days. Apparently this guy had started dating another woman that I knew as well. For some back ground, this woman had dated "many" guys in our work place though none of the relationships really lasted that long. I think its because the relationship would start off great but slowly the men would become needy and she would end the relationship soon afterwards. Anyway, I see his post and hes writing stuff like, "I can't live without you", "Your the most important thing in my entire life", and "Its been 4 months/ 7 days since we started our relationship and still going strong". My automatic reaction? I recoiled in disgust at his apparent neediness and obsession with her. My first thought after my initial reaction was "This isn't going to last". Its funny though, before I started doing any of these subs I would have read a post like that and turned slightly depressed/envious that I didn't have a woman in my life
Another thing that has really taken off is my lack of concern about what others think about me or putting up with other people's BS. Its like I just woke up one day and said, "I'm going to believe what I want to believe and do what I want to do because that's what "I" truly believe or want to do. I see even more now how most people don't live their lives the way they want to. Mostly out of the fear that they will be guilt tripped or shamed by society as a whole. Its like before these subs I would be in my head so much that I wouldn't notice the many insecurities of others but after doing the subs I now notice how many insecurities, even in people I considered "strong", most people have.
On a side note, I will be starting classes in a couple of hours. So, I might be able to see more external results due to the sub. I will either report back later tonight or tomorrow on how things go. So far though, I'm really liking Stage 2!
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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