10-01-2013, 04:47 AM
(10-01-2013, 12:03 AM)Sean Wrote: Too bad. I'll probably see her in two days. If there is no chemistry, it's no big deal.
So far I have no idea what Stage 4 is doing. I'm 8 days in, and something is happening, I just don't know what it is.
In other news, the ex is giving indications of interest, and becoming too comfortable around me. This is the wrong kind of attention, and she's a little unpredictable, so I'm trying to limit exposure and focusing on my daughter during the interactions. The weird thing is that parts of our relationship were really good, usually the ones where I was leading/directing. The parts where I did not lead were death sentences for the relationship, because it brought out her worst qualities and mine.
She'd get all bitchy, and I'd retreat, stop talking, and then she'd start punching below the belt with brass knuckles.
This is mostly just me getting some stuff out so I'm not tempted by whatever she trots out. Gotta maintain boundaries.
Reminds me of the crazy, hot chick I took home recently.
It's about our integrity as a man.
Putting her where she belongs.
Not afraid to be totally honest and lose her.
Or as David Deida says "It's either my divine way or the highway".
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
