SargeMaximus: Time to Heal (DMSI 3.2A)

[SargeMaximus]

What a day. Really feeling the financial squeeze. I literally have no money at all right now. Just hoping my gas and food lasts till Friday. What a mess.

Aside from that, had a decent day in sales. I worked for 2 different companies today getting leads for 2 different products. The one was a struggle. Rude people galore. May have been the area. To test my theory I went knocking for the other company and lit things up in a different area so yeah, seems the one area isn't so good.

Still uncertain what I'm going to do for the winter here. If things take off I can stay but if not I gotta move. I just hate this but it really is my own fault for not taking advantage of the warmer weather earlier. I could have been making soooooo much money. Lesson learned. If I survive the winter, I'll do things differently. New motto: Always get more because you never know when you'll need it. Never be satisfied.

[SargeMaximus]

Having epiphanies: relationships are a see-saw battle of neediness, not skill. You can be the 'worst' lover but if you less needy you'll keep the girl. All things should be done with yourself in mind.

The old paradigm of "do X to get Y" is slowly dissolving.

[SargeMaximus]

Got another date with the 6.5. Gonna try making out with her in the bar a little this time.

ION, completely out of food and money. Scraped together some change for a convenience store pre-packaged burger so I had enough fuel to go out and knock doors. Made $175 in 1.5 hours which is about par. Tomorrow I'm [supposedly] getting paid. Which will save me. This shit ain't no joke. Gotta keep making money my #1 priority.

[SargeMaximus]

One of my bosses paid me an advance today. Just bought groceries. Had a fun interaction with the male cashier. Cute female cashier helped me move my groceries to the guys one after the lady in front of me left to get more items.

Ion, had a tinder match want to meet me for a movie night but when I suggested her place tomorrow she ghosted despite her saying her schedule was “wide open” just before. I guess girls would rather cone to the mans house. Sucks because my brother lives here. I’m trying to figure out how I’m gonna bang the 6.5 already.

[SargeMaximus]

Got paid. What a relief. I am dead set on not letting that happen again. But with winter coming, it makes things tricky. I know once I find a way to make money in winter I’ll be set.

Ion, am I the only guy that thinks Jennifer Anniston is ugly?!

[rayrocanaldo]

Ion, am I the only guy that thinks Jennifer Anniston is ugly?!

Yup!

[SargeMaximus]

Ion, am I the only guy that thinks Jennifer Anniston is ugly?!

Yup!

That’s crazy. What does she have going for her? Her flat ass? Flat chest? Plain face? I just don’t get it.

[rayrocanaldo]

Ion, am I the only guy that thinks Jennifer Anniston is ugly?!

Yup!

That’s crazy. What does she have going for her? Her flat ass? Flat chest? Plain face? I just don’t get it.

She's no kim kardashian but she is has a very attractive face, good boobs they are not too big nor too small, good height judging by the pics but I havent seen her ass.

[SargeMaximus]

Ion, am I the only guy that thinks Jennifer Anniston is ugly?!

Yup!

That’s crazy. What does she have going for her? Her flat ass? Flat chest? Plain face? I just don’t get it.

She's no kim kardashian but she is has a very attractive face, good boobs they are not too big nor too small, good height judging by the pics but I havent seen her ass.

I don’t like Kim Kardashian either.

And Jennifer Anniston is plain as they come imo. 6/10

[rayrocanaldo]

Ion, am I the only guy that thinks Jennifer Anniston is ugly?!

Yup!

That’s crazy. What does she have going for her? Her flat ass? Flat chest? Plain face? I just don’t get it.

She's no kim kardashian but she is has a very attractive face, good boobs they are not too big nor too small, good height judging by the pics but I havent seen her ass.

I don’t like Kim Kardashian either.

And Jennifer Anniston is plain as they come imo. 6/10

To each his tastes but which celebs do you like ?

[SargeMaximus]

To each his tastes but which celebs do you like ?

Megan Fox is a definite 9/10 for me. It's a shame her tits aren't bigger, but her face more than makes up for it.

Katy Perry, Ariana Grande are pretty hot too but that's about it for celebrities. I like pornstars a lot more.

[rayrocanaldo]

To each his tastes but which celebs do you like ?

Megan Fox is a definite 9/10 for me. It's a shame her tits aren't bigger, but her face more than makes up for it.

Katy Perry, Ariana Grande are pretty hot too but that's about it for celebrities. I like pornstars a lot more.

I agree with all of them. Megan fox is hot!

[SargeMaximus]

To each his tastes but which celebs do you like ?

Megan Fox is a definite 9/10 for me. It's a shame her tits aren't bigger, but her face more than makes up for it.

Katy Perry, Ariana Grande are pretty hot too but that's about it for celebrities. I like pornstars a lot more.

I agree with all of them. Megan fox is hot!

True she is!

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On the DMSI front, got my haircut today. Went to a new place. More strangeness continues (seems to be a running theme whenever I get my haircut these days. I wonder why.)


The hairdresser was a 5/10 old and overweight arab woman with a pleasant demeanor. She took my coat and several times while cutting my hair, asked me to adjust myself because I was so tall and she was short (probably nothing), however, after, when paying for the cut, she didn't get my coat for me. I finally asked "Can I have my coat?" and she just laughed! I was baffled. Another hairstylist went and got it for me but wtf? Won't be going back there either. Luckily, there are still several (50-200) hair stylist places in the city.

[SargeMaximus]

So I went out with that girl again. I executed my plan to banter with her, try some making out in the bar, and take a walk then try for sex.

In the bar:
- She was nervous seeming (good?), drank 2 beers like me but took a long time.
- I kissed her twice but she didn't want to make out. was just a single kiss each time
- Played with her hair, touched her inner thigh etc.
- When I asked for the bill, she seemed let down or disappointed

Outside Walk:
- Cold as fuck with the wind so an outside isolation/sex wasn't gonna happen. We went to my car shortly after walking a bit.
- When I put my arm around her, she didn't reciprocate. This time I didn't prompt her to do so and let it be.

In the Car:
- Turned on the heat and we warmed up. Bantered for a bit, she turned on some music, then I initiated kissing.
- Made out several times. She always broke away first. Felt like I was chasing but I was stuck between doing what I felt like doing and letting her come onto me (which she wasn't doing). I was trying to lead the interaction because it was obvious nothing would happen without doing so.
- Case in point, at one point I told her to "suck my tongue" and she laughed and looked away but then she did, and I rewarded her by kissing passionately.
- At one point she said "Well this is fun"
- After several makeout sessions that were getting more intense, it became clear to me that we were on a plateau as far as escalation was concerned.
- I asked her if her sister was home and she was. I said "unfortunate. My brother is home too."
- She left the car to go to the bathroom and came back. We made out more afterwards. At this point, she seemed to be getting more into it.
- I got a hard on and said "oh shit! You're waking things up downstairs" she laughed. I started to pull her hand towards my dick but she stopped it and that's when I stopped because she obviously wasn't into it. This was when I decided I did my best and was happy to have things end.
- Shortly afterwards she said "Do you wanna take me home? My brother is coming over and he'll give me shit if I'm out so late"
- I took her home and she seemed eager to get out of the car. No kiss goodbye. She just said "well, have fun" and got out.