07-24-2015, 05:34 AM
End of stage 3:
Finally I am finishing stage 3 of SM3. It was interesting month, while I don't feel any different or noticed much of positive change during this month biggest thing was that I was spending way more time not in house. Most of the time hanging out somewhere in city with a friend.
Pretty much through out all the month was having ups and downs, didn't feel so well and happy like I did in stage 2. Till the middle of stage 3 I have been going on the dates with one hot girl, but her long-term relationships ex popped up with flowers and apologies. So no luck here. Have met one another girl (one of the most popular girls from one high school) with a friend of a friend in the city and we talked for like 3 minutes, but felt huge connection, even people around started asking whatever we knew each other from before, because in like minutes we were chatting like best friends. Have added her to facebook and later on messaged her. While she is chatting with me when I write, but it looks like she is not too interested in me.
One trend I noticed that in stage 3 people get "bored" or don't want to escalate or chase girls, same thing is happening to me. Had to literally force myself to write to that girl I met. It's not like I am afraid, more like I have "whatever" or "like I care" attitude. While I believe this will work wonders in future it is pretty annoying now, because of this thing have stopped escalating with one girl that was like 7,5 and had a crush on me and pretty much stopped looking for any girls, have even deleted tinder from my phone.
Hmm while writing this post have remembered one funny story. A week back was in concert and one girl (maybe ~6-6,5) literally got in front of me and started to dance, while getting closer and closer to me and trying to grind on me (take in consideration I was getting backwards to avoid her too and she kept pushing on). After a minute I was so annoyed that she is stopping me from enjoying a concert that I literally kicked (more like extended leg my leg with force, would not hurt girls like that) her into the back of the shoe so she would finally understand to get off of me.
Finally I am finishing stage 3 of SM3. It was interesting month, while I don't feel any different or noticed much of positive change during this month biggest thing was that I was spending way more time not in house. Most of the time hanging out somewhere in city with a friend.
Pretty much through out all the month was having ups and downs, didn't feel so well and happy like I did in stage 2. Till the middle of stage 3 I have been going on the dates with one hot girl, but her long-term relationships ex popped up with flowers and apologies. So no luck here. Have met one another girl (one of the most popular girls from one high school) with a friend of a friend in the city and we talked for like 3 minutes, but felt huge connection, even people around started asking whatever we knew each other from before, because in like minutes we were chatting like best friends. Have added her to facebook and later on messaged her. While she is chatting with me when I write, but it looks like she is not too interested in me.
One trend I noticed that in stage 3 people get "bored" or don't want to escalate or chase girls, same thing is happening to me. Had to literally force myself to write to that girl I met. It's not like I am afraid, more like I have "whatever" or "like I care" attitude. While I believe this will work wonders in future it is pretty annoying now, because of this thing have stopped escalating with one girl that was like 7,5 and had a crush on me and pretty much stopped looking for any girls, have even deleted tinder from my phone.
Hmm while writing this post have remembered one funny story. A week back was in concert and one girl (maybe ~6-6,5) literally got in front of me and started to dance, while getting closer and closer to me and trying to grind on me (take in consideration I was getting backwards to avoid her too and she kept pushing on). After a minute I was so annoyed that she is stopping me from enjoying a concert that I literally kicked (more like extended leg my leg with force, would not hurt girls like that) her into the back of the shoe so she would finally understand to get off of me.
