05-10-2015, 12:39 PM
(05-09-2015, 07:45 AM)CatMan Wrote:(05-09-2015, 07:22 AM)Clansy Wrote: Stage 1, day 26.
Not much in women front, no stares, buts or anything funny, but today I feel more in control and less needy, this makes me feel good. Today, well tonight to be more accurate I woke up at ~4:00 at night and decided to get out of my bed and guess what?? Started to clean my house... Yap, washed all the dishes, sorted out the socks, cleaned garbage and had to actually really consciously force myself not to take vacuum and start vacuuming the house. I am really amazed by this, because I am not one of the cleanest types in house matters (softly said).
"Suggestions to keep your vehicle and living spaces clean and orderly to maximize your chances of successfully having sex with any female who enters them."
Sounds like that's kicking in hard for you, haha. I could use that bigtime to be honest. We'll see if this programming reaches me, I hope I don't resist it lmao! I'm almost 300 hours into stage 1 though, so if it was going to hit, it probably would've by now.
I believe I am just really noticing it because the contrast with past me is so huge. Nice new point that non-neediness seems to stick, also kinda feel repulsed by porn, not so turned on by it.