(11-08-2015, 01:48 PM)Survivor Wrote:(11-06-2015, 09:46 PM)eternitys_child Wrote: stage 4 day 22
I went a grand total of 21 days on nofap, relapsed, and am now at day 5. Pretty much nothing else of value to report as far as SM3 goes.
So, to conclude, Sm worked for you for a little while and then nothing.. no results at all, very little
to properly conclude, stage 4 is producing little in the results department.
stage 4 day 27
i feel far less alpha this month than i did when i started SM3.
confidence is at a low. likely due DIRECTLY from my masturbation relapse. I am now coming to recognize this whorerible addiction for what it is, and it's nothing to play with! It's some serious, homewrecking shit, especially for this guy who has some serious traumas to deal with --which, btw I just uncovered a sexual trauma that I had completely forgotten about that has haunted me TREMENDOUSLY
and as far as NO PMO goes, I was under the impression that it meant No Porn, No Masturbation, AND No Orgasm, thru any means. I could be wrong, but it's what I've been using as the basis of my No PMO project.
i'm getting pretty impatient with the sub..... but time takes time, i know that.
i have mad attention from women, don't get me wrong. the manifestation is definitely in full force, but pulling the trigger is a big time issue. even moreso now that i had that scare last week D: which, btw contributed to my relapse!