Ricardo's Woman Magnet Journal (COMPLETED)

[DarthXedonias]

Ya know, I went through pretty much the exact same thing through stage two, except for the anger and cleanliness thing. Even though my sex drive is through the roof now I'm getting to a point where porn doesn't really fill any need now, I much rather have a real woman in my life at the moment. Only thing is that even though I'm getting out there and going to social events occasionally, I'm not really seeing much as far as women is concerned. I've even tried online dating on the side and Tinder and got "zilch" so far. Even though I'm doing all this I feel this kinda of real "want" for a lot of women in my life but at the same time not needy about it.

As for the not posting thing, I I've been feeling that for a while now. Not only do I find myself not wanting to post as much but just reading the forum in general. Its like a attitude of "why read about other people's success when I can be out there creating my own"? Anyway, I hope you do well during stage 3, that one was a pain in the @ss for me. It got me too emotional in my opinion.