03-18-2019, 07:51 PM
Evidence that DMSI ver. 3.3.1 is now working on stuff where I hit the wall and started going in circles on ver. 3.2 seems to be accruing - f. in. since yesterday I've been finding myself experiencing something physically going on in my heart (I remember experiencing actual pain/heartache back on 3.2, now it's more of a murmur, but this is probably owing to the implementation of FRM in its newest version - when I'm experiencing it working on me physically now instead of a dull, dark ache, as would happen in its earlier iterations, I get wonky murmurs in areas that seem to be related physically to fears of some sort), as well as finding myself unable to stop listening to yet another song (this one has lyrics in Polish, so I won't be posting it as the lyrics won't be decipherable to most 
I also find it on some level hilarious that it is this particular song, haha. Ye gods, am I a sappy, sentimental little bastard. It is significant on several different levels apart from sentimentality though, I think) which is definitely related.
Also, I read Shannon's post in CatMan's journal (https://subliminal-talk.com/showthread.p...#pid218032) which has made me take notice of a little something I've been finding myself doing recently, and which I've arrived at through my Sorcerer practice:
Basically, I am finding myself, at times, debating various things with myself/others in my thoughts (it's an introvert thing, I guess), where I find myself taking the following stand whenever faced with objections/ideas/beliefs that are differing from mine, or - for the most part - *not to my benefit*:
"It is so because I say it so, so now I have made it so because I've said it so. The only way for me to stop believing it is so is for me to cease existing. Because by existing and saying so I make it so".
If anything objects, conquer and have it increase your power. (By power I mean energy, pretty much). The more energy you have, the faster and more easily this works. Become both the immovable object and the unstoppable force.
Physically, there is no such thing as "objective reality", there's only "objective consensus". Revoke the contract and re-write it as you will.
I also find it on some level hilarious that it is this particular song, haha. Ye gods, am I a sappy, sentimental little bastard. It is significant on several different levels apart from sentimentality though, I think) which is definitely related.Also, I read Shannon's post in CatMan's journal (https://subliminal-talk.com/showthread.p...#pid218032) which has made me take notice of a little something I've been finding myself doing recently, and which I've arrived at through my Sorcerer practice:
Basically, I am finding myself, at times, debating various things with myself/others in my thoughts (it's an introvert thing, I guess), where I find myself taking the following stand whenever faced with objections/ideas/beliefs that are differing from mine, or - for the most part - *not to my benefit*:
"It is so because I say it so, so now I have made it so because I've said it so. The only way for me to stop believing it is so is for me to cease existing. Because by existing and saying so I make it so".
If anything objects, conquer and have it increase your power. (By power I mean energy, pretty much). The more energy you have, the faster and more easily this works. Become both the immovable object and the unstoppable force.
Physically, there is no such thing as "objective reality", there's only "objective consensus". Revoke the contract and re-write it as you will.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
