12-31-2018, 07:43 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-31-2018, 07:44 AM by Have at ye.)
Since I'm here, some things I noticed which I believe to be FRM-related:
After listening to one of my DMSI sessions, I noticed that I started having certain thoughts which would either result in me becoming angry, or getting resistance-like sensations (it's funny because I can physically tell when I'm resisting something in a subliminal program by now, heh. It's a dark, heavy, unpleasant sensation in various areas of my body). After that session, I noticed that *these emotional reactions were not there anymore*. So I guess some sort of fear regarding these thoughts got removed. It felt really, really good.
Yesternight, as I was listening to my loops, I noticed that I had a dream in which I was reading these forums, and remember seeing a post here by Shannon stating that "despite all the hard work, I must admit that there is no way I can make this program work" or something to that extent. Now that's grasping at straws, subC - some part of me (the uppity part mentioned above) started trying to convince me that the program cannot and will not work so why bother, lol, apparently.
Trouble is, I've got experiential and empirical data that belies that claim, so good effort, me, but nope, heh.
Still working on that egotic thing I mentioned some posts above, and it's progressing nicely.
After listening to one of my DMSI sessions, I noticed that I started having certain thoughts which would either result in me becoming angry, or getting resistance-like sensations (it's funny because I can physically tell when I'm resisting something in a subliminal program by now, heh. It's a dark, heavy, unpleasant sensation in various areas of my body). After that session, I noticed that *these emotional reactions were not there anymore*. So I guess some sort of fear regarding these thoughts got removed. It felt really, really good.
Yesternight, as I was listening to my loops, I noticed that I had a dream in which I was reading these forums, and remember seeing a post here by Shannon stating that "despite all the hard work, I must admit that there is no way I can make this program work" or something to that extent. Now that's grasping at straws, subC - some part of me (the uppity part mentioned above) started trying to convince me that the program cannot and will not work so why bother, lol, apparently.
Trouble is, I've got experiential and empirical data that belies that claim, so good effort, me, but nope, heh.
Still working on that egotic thing I mentioned some posts above, and it's progressing nicely.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
