04-24-2017, 09:54 AM
Been forever again since I last updated my non-journal, so here goes...
The progress I had reported on v3.0 was all gone the very first day after my first loops of 3.1A. Even my social anxiety came back full throttle - worse than it had been for a very long time. Energy was down, procrastination habit was back and even my apartment looks like crap again. Honestly, this is weird - I figured after 7 months or so of clearing and healing at least some of these things should be permanently gone. But apparently they were still lurking inside me - 3.0 seems to only have hidden them and not cleared them.
I've been running 3.1A now for almost 2 months. Meanwhile most of the social anxiety has died down again, procrastination and my drive to do things are still crappy though.
As you can probably guess, the external results I started getting on 3.0 (nice celeb effect and the first obvious signs of the sniper/aura) stopped on my first day of 3.1 as well - and up to now, 2 months later, I have not seen the tiniest sign of them coming back.
Might sound as if I'm a bit frustrated, and that's because I am. I've been on DMSI since last August - that's 9 months now. I've seen the celeb effect in my first weeks running version 2.2, and had the first (short) glimpses of the aura working on 2.2 and 2.3. Since then DMSI got - except for maybe the 2 last weeks on 3.0 - worse for me, although it's supposed to be ever more powerful with each version. And yes, I listened every single day exactly according to instructions...
I'm not giving up yet, but I'm now listening to DMSI on speakers while sleeping again, although that's probably not the most effective way. Previously I've mostly devoted a part of my evening listening to it on high quality headphones, figuring this would give the best results. It's demanding a lot of my free time though using it like this - especially as my main hobby is music, and listening to DMSI on headphones is making that kinda difficult. Starting the 2 loops just when hopping into bed now allows to still use DMSI without it demanding any of my spare time.
I've thought about going back to 3.0 - even though Shannon was already making ironic comments about people wanting to go back although there's a "much more powerful version out". But well... the weaker version at least had given me some results. But I'll stay on 3.1 for now. Might give DMSI a break when MLS comes out and switch over to that one, not sure yet though. One thing is for sure - if one of the versions of DMSI starts working again, I will most likely stay on that one till the final comes out. Seeing results and then being thrown all the way back to start again with a new version as has happened now from 3.0 to 3.1 - I'd probably give up on DMSI completely then.
The progress I had reported on v3.0 was all gone the very first day after my first loops of 3.1A. Even my social anxiety came back full throttle - worse than it had been for a very long time. Energy was down, procrastination habit was back and even my apartment looks like crap again. Honestly, this is weird - I figured after 7 months or so of clearing and healing at least some of these things should be permanently gone. But apparently they were still lurking inside me - 3.0 seems to only have hidden them and not cleared them.
I've been running 3.1A now for almost 2 months. Meanwhile most of the social anxiety has died down again, procrastination and my drive to do things are still crappy though.
As you can probably guess, the external results I started getting on 3.0 (nice celeb effect and the first obvious signs of the sniper/aura) stopped on my first day of 3.1 as well - and up to now, 2 months later, I have not seen the tiniest sign of them coming back.
Might sound as if I'm a bit frustrated, and that's because I am. I've been on DMSI since last August - that's 9 months now. I've seen the celeb effect in my first weeks running version 2.2, and had the first (short) glimpses of the aura working on 2.2 and 2.3. Since then DMSI got - except for maybe the 2 last weeks on 3.0 - worse for me, although it's supposed to be ever more powerful with each version. And yes, I listened every single day exactly according to instructions...
I'm not giving up yet, but I'm now listening to DMSI on speakers while sleeping again, although that's probably not the most effective way. Previously I've mostly devoted a part of my evening listening to it on high quality headphones, figuring this would give the best results. It's demanding a lot of my free time though using it like this - especially as my main hobby is music, and listening to DMSI on headphones is making that kinda difficult. Starting the 2 loops just when hopping into bed now allows to still use DMSI without it demanding any of my spare time.
I've thought about going back to 3.0 - even though Shannon was already making ironic comments about people wanting to go back although there's a "much more powerful version out". But well... the weaker version at least had given me some results. But I'll stay on 3.1 for now. Might give DMSI a break when MLS comes out and switch over to that one, not sure yet though. One thing is for sure - if one of the versions of DMSI starts working again, I will most likely stay on that one till the final comes out. Seeing results and then being thrown all the way back to start again with a new version as has happened now from 3.0 to 3.1 - I'd probably give up on DMSI completely then.
