11-20-2012, 08:14 AM
11 days in on Overcome Fear.
This is a strange sub, but is clearly very effective.
On hand hand I am feeling and acting MUCH more smoothly,
and fearlessly, on the other hand I feel like a caged animal.
I also dip in and out of these moments of incredible clarity, and
feeling major mind fog and fatigue.
I'm am seeing that a lot of what I thought were fears are actually
me just being a bit of an entitled douche and compulsively judgmental lol. They say fear is the
root of most negativity so we'll see if that internal behavior gets weeded out.
Vestiges of anxiety that came out in certain situations are receding quickly,
fortunetelling or un-fortunetelling often times the are being replaced with aggression.
One thing I really like about this sub is when its on its really on. Like if I hit a flow I'll just starting acting without thinking in perfect alignment with some intuitive guidance.
Just to note Somatically, I feel like the sub is causing me to live more from dan tien energy center..and my head feels super expansive as well...my whole energy seems to be opening up and becoming more grounded.
I am also becoming highly aware of where I take 'perceived' rejection or fear of judgement personally, and acting anyway and giving less shxxxt.
This is a strange sub, but is clearly very effective.
On hand hand I am feeling and acting MUCH more smoothly,
and fearlessly, on the other hand I feel like a caged animal.
I also dip in and out of these moments of incredible clarity, and
feeling major mind fog and fatigue.
I'm am seeing that a lot of what I thought were fears are actually
me just being a bit of an entitled douche and compulsively judgmental lol. They say fear is the
root of most negativity so we'll see if that internal behavior gets weeded out.
Vestiges of anxiety that came out in certain situations are receding quickly,
fortunetelling or un-fortunetelling often times the are being replaced with aggression.
One thing I really like about this sub is when its on its really on. Like if I hit a flow I'll just starting acting without thinking in perfect alignment with some intuitive guidance.
Just to note Somatically, I feel like the sub is causing me to live more from dan tien energy center..and my head feels super expansive as well...my whole energy seems to be opening up and becoming more grounded.
I am also becoming highly aware of where I take 'perceived' rejection or fear of judgement personally, and acting anyway and giving less shxxxt.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
