10-17-2012, 10:43 PM
Been on ASC 5g for about 2 weeks here is what I have noticed
1. Naturalizer-is one hell of a naturalizer, I don't really feel all that different most of the time, but my behavior is more confident.
2. The set makes me extremely comfortable with whatever I do but it also highlights what feels off to me quite confidently as well, I care less about it, but its much more obvious to me
3. 5g leaves me mentally and physically with noticeably less energy than usual.
4. I feel on fire to take action and want to step up and run the show as often as possible, when I can't I want to leave or 'fight' it out, in a civil, logical, but intense way. I'm standing up for what I actually think much more and feeling its worth sharing.
5. I feel I'm more confident in some of my perhaps unwise or lazy decisions.
6. I'm much more confident in letting things go as well as going after them when I want to.
Just as an experiment I also listened to 1 hour of SM stage 6 after a 12 hour break from ASC, despite ASC I was feeling very out of vibe and out of rapport with myself around woman, I was not enjoying them, I wasn't following my desire or attraction, I wasn't being curious and there was this subtle sense of neediness that was back. So I ran the SM stage 6 set once through before I went out that night. It was ridiculous. It was like this switch of power was back on, that makes things work. The most notable thing was the joy and care and lack of neediness I felt when socializing, while still being comfotrable and shameless with my intentions. It was like a fun downhill ride. I felt more myself than I had in a long time, even when walking around alone. But experiments over so I'm finishing out ASC before running SM for a 2 week refresher. Then Overcome Fear and possibly another sub, and onto a much needed Alpha 5.0.
1. Naturalizer-is one hell of a naturalizer, I don't really feel all that different most of the time, but my behavior is more confident.
2. The set makes me extremely comfortable with whatever I do but it also highlights what feels off to me quite confidently as well, I care less about it, but its much more obvious to me
3. 5g leaves me mentally and physically with noticeably less energy than usual.
4. I feel on fire to take action and want to step up and run the show as often as possible, when I can't I want to leave or 'fight' it out, in a civil, logical, but intense way. I'm standing up for what I actually think much more and feeling its worth sharing.
5. I feel I'm more confident in some of my perhaps unwise or lazy decisions.
6. I'm much more confident in letting things go as well as going after them when I want to.
Just as an experiment I also listened to 1 hour of SM stage 6 after a 12 hour break from ASC, despite ASC I was feeling very out of vibe and out of rapport with myself around woman, I was not enjoying them, I wasn't following my desire or attraction, I wasn't being curious and there was this subtle sense of neediness that was back. So I ran the SM stage 6 set once through before I went out that night. It was ridiculous. It was like this switch of power was back on, that makes things work. The most notable thing was the joy and care and lack of neediness I felt when socializing, while still being comfotrable and shameless with my intentions. It was like a fun downhill ride. I felt more myself than I had in a long time, even when walking around alone. But experiments over so I'm finishing out ASC before running SM for a 2 week refresher. Then Overcome Fear and possibly another sub, and onto a much needed Alpha 5.0.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
