I didn't really keep track, but the recommendation is three times through, and here I am. Time really flies when you're busy. Anyways. My mentality has changed a lot over the times i've done this, but still.. Still nothing drastic. Which i'm to blame of course; my usual behavior while under the influence of the sub is nothing short of zombie. During the patches of time where I had forgotten a day, or used less of the sub, I would feel energized throughout my day, and feel clear headed as well. This is going to be the last time I run AM5, and perhaps subs in general. I have full faith that this run will be the greatest. I've given up my iphone for a flip, thrown out my t.v., restricted my computer use, as well as beginning to sell my xbox 360 & games. I know i'm addicted to them, and id rather just go cold turkey than rationalize to myself that its no biggie. An hour or two wasted daily is a lot of time better spent reading, learning, studying, or having genuine fun with friends. which I currently lack due to my previous antisocial lifestyle.
Im picking up skateboarding again, and sticking with weightlifting, while fixing up my diet, and maybe buying a membership in town instead of working out alone at my house, while learning french and maintaining my college grades, and getting a job. My days of researching, and information piling is at an end.
Stage 1: No change in attitude at all. (same as last run, yet was filled with uncomfortable anxiety my first run through.)
Stage 2: Energy increase, as well as self control first two weeks. Last two weeks: Depression, Brain Fog, and lack of energy. (last run/first run were the same).
Cant wait for stage 3 which starts..... Tomorrow!
Removed all negative habits, and tomorrow adding in the positive.
Changes over each use:
Women are obsessed with me hands down. Before, it used to be glances every once and a while... but now its every time I go out, and staring.. to the point of it being creepy, by generally cute, to hot women. My postures got better over AM2, but for some reason, I dealt with brain fog consistently, and dealt with anorexic tendencies. I also make a lot more eye contact now, and speak in a more dynamic manner. (Previously, id always have to repeat myself due to speaking so quietly.)
ITS DO OR DIE MANNNN
Ill be back-
Ciao
Im picking up skateboarding again, and sticking with weightlifting, while fixing up my diet, and maybe buying a membership in town instead of working out alone at my house, while learning french and maintaining my college grades, and getting a job. My days of researching, and information piling is at an end.
Stage 1: No change in attitude at all. (same as last run, yet was filled with uncomfortable anxiety my first run through.)
Stage 2: Energy increase, as well as self control first two weeks. Last two weeks: Depression, Brain Fog, and lack of energy. (last run/first run were the same).
Cant wait for stage 3 which starts..... Tomorrow!
Removed all negative habits, and tomorrow adding in the positive.
Changes over each use:
Women are obsessed with me hands down. Before, it used to be glances every once and a while... but now its every time I go out, and staring.. to the point of it being creepy, by generally cute, to hot women. My postures got better over AM2, but for some reason, I dealt with brain fog consistently, and dealt with anorexic tendencies. I also make a lot more eye contact now, and speak in a more dynamic manner. (Previously, id always have to repeat myself due to speaking so quietly.)
ITS DO OR DIE MANNNN
Ill be back-
Ciao
Im competing against the me I want to be till i'm better than him.
Im Working on It.
No matter sick or weather, forever getting better.
Current Jam: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jVYCZwcBGM
Recommendations: Book of Pook (Pook), Models (Mark Manson), Alphamale2.0 (Blackdragon)
Im Working on It.
No matter sick or weather, forever getting better.
Current Jam: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jVYCZwcBGM
Recommendations: Book of Pook (Pook), Models (Mark Manson), Alphamale2.0 (Blackdragon)