Question for Shannon About AM/SM

[SargeMaximus]

Alright I'm sorry, I understand. Try this.

Everyday for 30 days write down these:

- At least 3 things you are grateful for

- 1 positive thing you know, you've known or noticed about your mother

- 1 positive thing you like or notice about women

- 3 positive things you did and appreciate yourself for doing

Also try this:

- Every morning as soon as you wake up, sit down on a chair or on your bed with your feet flat on the ground then close your eyes. Say this 3 times, "I want to bring love, and understanding into my relationship with my mother". Then focus on where your Third eye is and breathe into it with your nose slowly and exhale, do this for 21 times.


Try doing all that, and see the results you get. How good your results are will depend on how much effort you put into it and how well you complete the tasks consistently. Wish you all the best man

Thank you for that, I WILL give it a try. Just to be clear for EVERYONE reading this (yes, even you guys in the BACK lol) my childhood involved a near-death experience at the hands of a caretaker. So my case is more complicated than most's. The only reason I have not done anything crazy yet is:

1. i don't want to hurt other people
2. i want money and women
3. I hope to one day enjoy life for longer than a few days (I'm not kidding, I CAN enter the blissful power of now state at any moment, but this would require I never attempt to make money ever again, in which case I WOULD starve to death.)

Those are all that keep me going atm. So, there it is. I'm not being the usual forum-lurking self-helper who won't change. I am more than working on my problems and rising to meet life's challenges, but I also have a larger handicap than most people. It is what it is, BUT it IS what it IS. I'm working on it.

I just do not, in any way shape or form, appreciate lecturing from people who have NO IDEA what my life's story is. ESPECIALLY when you've read my stuff on the forum and most of you KNOW (unless you think I'm lying) that I AM working on things. Which takes time.

I can only hope you all never have to realize how complicated life CAN be lol.