01-22-2015, 06:45 AM
Day 21
AM5 is definitely pushing me, I feel it, especially today. I had to do pstec, it was pretty bad. After a few rounds I felt better and I still had that pushing feeling but it did not have much negativity attached to it.
I could then just calmly and smoothly talk to myself about what I what and what I can do to get it. Even if it is settling for less, or taking a few steps back, if it allows me to go in the direction I want, with the limited choices I have at this moment, then I got to do what I got to do.
AM5 is definitely pushing me, I feel it, especially today. I had to do pstec, it was pretty bad. After a few rounds I felt better and I still had that pushing feeling but it did not have much negativity attached to it.
I could then just calmly and smoothly talk to myself about what I what and what I can do to get it. Even if it is settling for less, or taking a few steps back, if it allows me to go in the direction I want, with the limited choices I have at this moment, then I got to do what I got to do.
