01-02-2015, 05:43 AM
If I am starting at rock bottom as in I want to get a new job and I live at my parents house still and I want to move out..etc
What would help me make changes happen? Alpha 6.0 or BASE 2.0
It feels like I have so many thing that hold me back, fears and my confidence is at the lowest man, just applying to jobs and thinking of going to interviews seem extreme to me! ...
I need that power back, that don't give a shit, I gotta do what I gotta do, pushing through because I have to do it, to get to where I want..etc
It is crazy how emotions, feelings control everything. releasing all my negative feelings with pstec etc so I am at that neutral place, it only get rid of my negative emotions but I am still not getting to where I want.
HECK... I might even just start Alpha 5.0 because I already have that.
I just can't get out of comfort zone... I can't make myself, I can not force myself. This is soooo fucking weird man.
I can go along along like this forever but this kind of life is not what I want.
What would help me make changes happen? Alpha 6.0 or BASE 2.0
It feels like I have so many thing that hold me back, fears and my confidence is at the lowest man, just applying to jobs and thinking of going to interviews seem extreme to me! ...
I need that power back, that don't give a shit, I gotta do what I gotta do, pushing through because I have to do it, to get to where I want..etc
It is crazy how emotions, feelings control everything. releasing all my negative feelings with pstec etc so I am at that neutral place, it only get rid of my negative emotions but I am still not getting to where I want.
HECK... I might even just start Alpha 5.0 because I already have that.
I just can't get out of comfort zone... I can't make myself, I can not force myself. This is soooo fucking weird man.
I can go along along like this forever but this kind of life is not what I want.
