12-27-2014, 07:07 AM
I notice my past, as a child seems very wonderful, exciting and has emotions that are attached to it not like anything else.
I think to my self where did it go?
It feels like one min, I was there living it and I was then near there little bit older and then....now.
All my past seems like a dream. All I know is now. Things have changed and changed for good, there is no going back now, it has gone.
It's kind of sad, and feelings that I never had before, only of lately. It is like I have woke up and realize I am an adult and now I have to start doing adult things. And I am like wow wow wow hang on a min, let me catch up, I have only just got here, where did it go?
The other day I had a experience where I realized, I well and truly only have my self. And I was thinking this thought in my head, and then it was like I was talking to myself, but myself was listening to my self, so it felt like more then one me and in that moment, I realized I am never alone, because I have my self.
I think to my self where did it go?
It feels like one min, I was there living it and I was then near there little bit older and then....now.
All my past seems like a dream. All I know is now. Things have changed and changed for good, there is no going back now, it has gone.
It's kind of sad, and feelings that I never had before, only of lately. It is like I have woke up and realize I am an adult and now I have to start doing adult things. And I am like wow wow wow hang on a min, let me catch up, I have only just got here, where did it go?
The other day I had a experience where I realized, I well and truly only have my self. And I was thinking this thought in my head, and then it was like I was talking to myself, but myself was listening to my self, so it felt like more then one me and in that moment, I realized I am never alone, because I have my self.
