Path to Greatness - Journal

[Javier Gerardo]

I get what you are saying man. The thing is, this tennis match in my head is killing me at times. Up to the point this week when I remembered a familiar feeling again. The feeling of giving up and wanting to commit suicide. This happens when I get to sink in too much in my thoughts especially nowadays when I have a lot of time in my hands for not having any job. This is why I think having a job is important to me.

I accidentally met friends of mine back in college recently. They're working for a good company and probably earning an excellent salary due to me seeing the stuff they own. They are both on the way for getting managerial positions. But the thing is when I ask them if it's nice to work where they are working they both laugh and said things that aren't good towards the company they work for. Their coworkers even added how it would be nice to work on your business or with the family business like me. They added that they also like the products we are selling. It is this time that made me realize that even those guys whom I think are successful want to be working on different careers. I'm lucky to have a family who can support me and provide me money during times like this. Helping on my family's business also gives me something to work on.