07-23-2012, 07:04 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-23-2012, 07:05 AM by Javier Gerardo.)
Lol. I really suck at updating journals this time around. I made a promise to update more and look how it turned out? 
Anyway, I am done with RNW 4G after around 100+ days of using it. I have felt a change but I feel that I'm still a long way to go before I become the person I want to be. All is well since it is going to be a great ride.
Last July 17, 2012, I switch on to Extreme Self Esteem 3G. I plan to use this for around 40 days before I use and buy Alpha Male 5.0 (when I finally got the money for it).
The biggest result I got from this sub was last Friday, I managed to finally ask a woman for directions. It's been really a while before I ask and approach women on the street. I usually just ask men for directions. It seems that on that day I had the courage to let go of my fear surrounding asking women for directions. Even though it is such a small feat, I consider it as an achievement in itself.
Another thing that I would like to write down is that the moment I woke up this morning I have the "Everything is going to be okay feeling." Like a lighter feeling as compared to my usual work days. As I said here before, I have grown to hate my job and boss even though I'm only 2-3 months in it. But this Monday is different. It might be the weather because it is a bit cold and rainy outside. I'm a guy who likes rain and a bit of a cold atmosphere. Or this morning I feel that I am really fantasizing or in a dream like state. My normal mood didn't go back until around after lunch when the stresses of work finally caught up with me.
These results might be some after effects of RNW or early results of ESE. Either way, I'm kind of enjoying it.
Anyway, I am done with RNW 4G after around 100+ days of using it. I have felt a change but I feel that I'm still a long way to go before I become the person I want to be. All is well since it is going to be a great ride.
Last July 17, 2012, I switch on to Extreme Self Esteem 3G. I plan to use this for around 40 days before I use and buy Alpha Male 5.0 (when I finally got the money for it).
The biggest result I got from this sub was last Friday, I managed to finally ask a woman for directions. It's been really a while before I ask and approach women on the street. I usually just ask men for directions. It seems that on that day I had the courage to let go of my fear surrounding asking women for directions. Even though it is such a small feat, I consider it as an achievement in itself.
Another thing that I would like to write down is that the moment I woke up this morning I have the "Everything is going to be okay feeling." Like a lighter feeling as compared to my usual work days. As I said here before, I have grown to hate my job and boss even though I'm only 2-3 months in it. But this Monday is different. It might be the weather because it is a bit cold and rainy outside. I'm a guy who likes rain and a bit of a cold atmosphere. Or this morning I feel that I am really fantasizing or in a dream like state. My normal mood didn't go back until around after lunch when the stresses of work finally caught up with me.
These results might be some after effects of RNW or early results of ESE. Either way, I'm kind of enjoying it.
"Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."
