Path to Greatness - Journal

[Javier Gerardo]

Why? What's wrong with being a virgin? Virginity isn't a negative thing, although society tries hard to send conflicting messages about this one. You have to understand that it doesn't matter what anyone else says, thinks or does... being a virgin does not say you're less good than any other guy, no matter what your age is. In your case, it just says that you have not had a good environment in which to learn how to deal with women yet. And there's nothing wrong with that.

You have a strong point man. Deep inside I know you are true. But I was highly affected by the society and what is also shown in the popular culture today through books, magazines, internet, television etc. that losing your virginity past your college life means I might end up being forever alone or not succeeding in women at all.

On the other hand, I said in the other thread, I was raised thinking that sex before marriage was bad. I'm already past it it but only until recently around 2 years ago when I started into subs. So when I realized that sex isn't as bad as I thought and it's okay to give in to my women desires I felt great but at the same time bittersweet because I realized it at a later age. So there is a big pressure within me to be with a woman.

What you focus on... you magnify and attract. If you want negatives, focus on them. If you want positives, focus on them. Your subconscious seems to have been well and truly trained to believe a lot of negative things, which seems to have become a feedback loop for you. But that's okay... it can be overcome. You are not alone in having started at this point.

I will focus on them and been trying hard to ever since. But there's always have been like a tennis fight in my head. My other mind is saying "You're doing great man, keep it up! You're awesome" while the other "You can't do it. You're too old already for her. You can never be with her."

That's one of the reason why I run through End Self Sabotage. It worked partly because compared to before I have huge negativity. But not so much as I expected. However I only listen to it for 32 days and was running mono speakers. I will try it again man! Now this time using better speakers. Do you think that End Self Sabotage can help me or should I switch to self confidence, remove negativity within or positive thinking/attitude?

Have you ever heard of trying too hard? Anxiety does that sometimes. Trying too hard can be just as bad as trying not hard enough. Self improvement isn't a race either... you have to work at your own pace. Anxiety tends to be the "second left foot" which trips you up and gets in your way of success.

Yes I feel I have a bit of anxiety left within me the creeps out once in a while that gets in the way of my success. You are really right bro that self improvement isn't a race. I shouldn't compare myself to other people at all. I just need that to be ingrained deep into my subconscious because I have a hard time not comparing myself.

Ah, but you have to. Just as do I.

I'll strengthen my confidence and subconscious first before I start doing the attraction subs. Be the guy who feels he deserve success in all area of his life. Is that win or not?

The alpha set is intended for everyone to be able to use it, but as with anything, there will be exceptions. I dare say, however, that using it enough times, you'll see the results just like everyone else does/has. You will probably benefit from using self confidence, remove negativity within, positive thinking/attitude, and a few others as well.

I will try again AM and will post my progress and experiences here.

It can be. I don't know because I don't know what's in the script. It's not a good idea to try to run programs from different producers at the same time for this reason. The results can be contradictory, nullify eachother, or produce unexpected/negative results.

Actually they are self-hypnosis and not actually subliminals. The ones that wherein there is a voice telling me to relax all my muscles and induce a hypnotic state where my subconscious mind is open for positive suggestions. Hypnosis that are meant to increase my self-confidence.
There are others too like hypnosis meant to release my daily stress and helps me relax but your subliminal recordings are the only subliminal I listen to.

Thanks Shannon!