PTSD Rec. Aid + DRS extravaganza

[Have at ye]

Feels like there's some serious FRM action going on right now (it feels like the DMSI 5.1 FRM), and I'm being all like *oooof*, but otherwise feeling pretty fine. Got some good singing practice in this morning!

[Have at ye]

So FRM and H&C is doing its thing, and during nappy time I had a dream - which, actually, wasn't all that disturbing, all things considered - but I still did wake up with a start from it. Hadn't had one quite like this in quite some time. Interesting.

Otherwise, I think I'm making really good progress. Certain individuals are - from time to time - bombarding me with "fake concern", some of which is so disgusting it's frickin' hilarious, in a way, hahaha.

[Have at ye]

Now I'm experiencing something like energy-flooding of light, healing energy, with the exception of mayhap this bit of what I call "the core trauma" which still feels a bit low, but we're gonna get there surely.

The additional loops of DRS v2 were, it would seem, an unfortunate necessity. Oh well. Frankly? I could go for some Black Hole Shield action TBH, but I don't want to mix 6G with 5.XG, so I'll wait for the 6G version.

[Have at ye]

Ohh, let's have song about some of the above. Motorhead - I don't believe a word \m/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d0ZuRK7Vg1U

[Have at ye]

Nappy time brought about some more very interesting dreams, but wonky sensations would indicate there are still attempts at cording/projection going on, but they did feel a bit different (less coordinated maybe?) Anyhow, feeling pretty good, gonna get some singing practice in and then go to a metalz \m/ gig.

[Have at ye]

Vaknin?

[Have at ye]

Don't ever use PTSD rec aid with any sort of shied other than perhaps grounding or transmutative, especially DRS v2, because otherwise you're going to end up in a feedback loop that's impossible to break through, if ever. This definitely applies to my case, and quite possibly for everyone else.