04-12-2015, 11:51 AM
Whoops, sorry I'm late, but after reading Ricardo's Journal I figured it's time to chime in. I'm currently on WM 2 - Stage 2 Day 20.
My base is one run AM 5 (11-12hrs/ day 1st stage pirated,fully purchased after that) one run AM 6 - 17hrs/ day. Some pstec which I found exceptionally useful and beneficial.
Stage one was a little bit of hell. Someone said that it's like stage 2/5 of AM6, I didn't find it quite that intense. What I did find was that I became more attractive as the stage progressed. I exhibited a lot of results in the bedroom where my FWB partner was asking me everytime we got together if I was doing something else because I was getting bigger. I found a lot of value buying and reading Vin Dicarlo's Pandora's Box and Sex God Method. However PB has not translated into a lot of results as my focus right now is being present and living my life. I have a feeling it will help later as I progress. Onto my thoughts, moods, focus and of course, women.
I was thinking about girls every second of the day. It was irritating because I feel like I came across needy and like I had no life outside of women. I was perfectly ok meeting eyes with a girl in a huge mall and then she wouldn't break eye contact, so I changed my walk from away from her to a 90 degree turn and walking straight toward her. It resulted in a friendship because I was unsure of what I wanted from her and thus gave her mixed signals. Regardless I would have NEVER, EVER had the balls to do this before Stage one. I was super irritated when anyone tried to control me especially women and for the indifferent for the most part when a girl rejected/rejects me. Felt very insecure for the last two weeks and moving into Stage two and became semi anti-social the last two weeks of it.
This means that I didn't want to go out to actively seek anyone's company, but I would quickly engage in random conversations with strangers and be able to carry it and they would look at me expectantly and I would think that they were vampires because they weren't carrying their side of the convo. At the end of stage one I felt a lot less needy, defintely more attractive, disconnected from rejection, etc.
My base is one run AM 5 (11-12hrs/ day 1st stage pirated,fully purchased after that) one run AM 6 - 17hrs/ day. Some pstec which I found exceptionally useful and beneficial.
Stage one was a little bit of hell. Someone said that it's like stage 2/5 of AM6, I didn't find it quite that intense. What I did find was that I became more attractive as the stage progressed. I exhibited a lot of results in the bedroom where my FWB partner was asking me everytime we got together if I was doing something else because I was getting bigger. I found a lot of value buying and reading Vin Dicarlo's Pandora's Box and Sex God Method. However PB has not translated into a lot of results as my focus right now is being present and living my life. I have a feeling it will help later as I progress. Onto my thoughts, moods, focus and of course, women.
I was thinking about girls every second of the day. It was irritating because I feel like I came across needy and like I had no life outside of women. I was perfectly ok meeting eyes with a girl in a huge mall and then she wouldn't break eye contact, so I changed my walk from away from her to a 90 degree turn and walking straight toward her. It resulted in a friendship because I was unsure of what I wanted from her and thus gave her mixed signals. Regardless I would have NEVER, EVER had the balls to do this before Stage one. I was super irritated when anyone tried to control me especially women and for the indifferent for the most part when a girl rejected/rejects me. Felt very insecure for the last two weeks and moving into Stage two and became semi anti-social the last two weeks of it.
This means that I didn't want to go out to actively seek anyone's company, but I would quickly engage in random conversations with strangers and be able to carry it and they would look at me expectantly and I would think that they were vampires because they weren't carrying their side of the convo. At the end of stage one I felt a lot less needy, defintely more attractive, disconnected from rejection, etc.
