08-10-2022, 09:18 AM
(This post was last modified: 08-10-2022, 09:19 AM by StridingStrider.)
Cycle #5 On #2
Been pretty stable recently. No dreams last night but work girl keeps popping into my awareness which makes me feel sad. I'm sitting with these emotions now and just trying to feel them. Pretty consistantly now since I started OF I've been shedding tears in one form or another. Nothing dramatic, just tears. I ask myself how I'm feeling and go from there, offering forgiveness and consoling myself that we're all on different journeys. In fact, I've never been this forgiving before. I wonder if old programming from the emotional healing subliminals were blocked from fear. But I've also been evolving spiritually. So who knows.
Been pretty stable recently. No dreams last night but work girl keeps popping into my awareness which makes me feel sad. I'm sitting with these emotions now and just trying to feel them. Pretty consistantly now since I started OF I've been shedding tears in one form or another. Nothing dramatic, just tears. I ask myself how I'm feeling and go from there, offering forgiveness and consoling myself that we're all on different journeys. In fact, I've never been this forgiving before. I wonder if old programming from the emotional healing subliminals were blocked from fear. But I've also been evolving spiritually. So who knows.
ISTP // SLI 5w6
E2 (6m)> DMSI (3m)> LTU5 (6m)> DMSI (2m)> LTU5 (6m)> OF1/2/3 (1y)> MLS4 (4m)> E5 (3m)> OF4 (6m)> OGSF (4m)> DMSI (2m)> OGSF2 (3m)> E6 (current)
E2 (6m)> DMSI (3m)> LTU5 (6m)> DMSI (2m)> LTU5 (6m)> OF1/2/3 (1y)> MLS4 (4m)> E5 (3m)> OF4 (6m)> OGSF (4m)> DMSI (2m)> OGSF2 (3m)> E6 (current)