09-08-2021, 08:14 PM
Feeling on top of the world right now, Week full of Business, Tomorrow Im installing 1200 Square Feet of Sod by myself, did the whole job by myself so far. feeling accomplished & proud. Happy because I'm going to go off to Colombia with a good positive boost to my Ego & Self Esteem.
I am in great physical condition, for the first time ever I'm starting to develop abs while having the shaper of a bodybuilder. Keep in mind I do use anabolic steroids, ( I do not reccomend going this route, I went through years of trial & error & suffered for years because of this decision). It's only recently I've learned to do it properly, & manage my emotions while on it.
It's not an easy path but the pros & cons for me were worth it. Just wish I had been ready for it & did more research.
But that being said I work my ass off in the Gym, Lift properly, with intention, Heavy, & sometimes Medium weight, I also eat every 2-3.5 hours, waking up in the middle of the night to eat sometimes. Appetite has been amazing lately.
So yeah the Anabolics is great, & helps, but you don't see the same gains without having your Diet, Training & Sleep in check. I wanted to do a Cycle before Colombia to feel even better about myself & increase the likelyhood of things going well with my Ex Gf.
She messaged me last week, telling me to come see her, & we had a good talk two days ago, It is seeming like we will be getting back together, I am planning on moving in with her, I am going to see her the day I land we spoke about it. Her attractive for me is back & I know once she sees me now that I'm healthy & not coming off an addiction full of subconscious fear. (Overcome Fear has helped me SOOOOOO MUCH) v2 has helped me allot but v3 even more so. & continues to do so. I feel allot of fears going away every day, & week. I'm grateful.
Anyways, I'll be living on top of a mountain overlooking the city with basically no neighbors, & she has two pitbulls & tons of space in her home for my dogs I plan on flying out there, & my studio I plan on building up there.
If all goes well I will be living the life I always wanted, In nature with a beautiful woman full of passion & making Music with lots of Animals.
I am filled with joy, I feel like OF v3 has helped my Manifesting become very powerful because I don't worry anymore & stay positive.
I also have a Colombian Model who is a 10/10 Beauty who really wants to meet me, she works out & she seems cool, I don't like models personalities & I don't like big egos. But If things didn't end up working out (I know they will though) then I have her as a back up plan. To at least meet her & see if we have potential for dating or just fun.
I also have a bisexual Colombiana who is a sex freak who is equally excited to meet me but I have no interest in dating her, just maybe have fun & wild sex.
But I intend on being loyal to my Girlfriend & being commited to her if she wants the same.
So happy right now, thank you Shannon & everyone else in this community.
I fly on the 15th to Mexico for a layover then will arrive in Medellin Sept 16, I will likely start a new journal at that point.
My sex drive is insane right now, I feel like an Animal but smarter then I ever have been, my brain is super healthy right now, I feel my brain working harder & more efficiently then ever before.
I contribute this to Subliminals, Diet, (Pescatarian diet full of Raw fish.) & the use of certain substances that help open mindedness & creativity / intelligence. I don't want to speak about those because it's not what this forum is about.
I love life for the first time ever I am truly happy. I never went a day in my life with true joy until recently. I felt joy for periods of time but ended up in heartbreak or severe pain shortly after.
this time around I feel like if things didn't end up going my way, I would still be happy & just find someone else to love.
Cheers to major growth & healing,
Focus on INNER game & Self Development to reach higher levels of consciousness & feel Joy. Money is great & helps with allot of things, but it won't bring true happiness. you need balance in life.
I am in great physical condition, for the first time ever I'm starting to develop abs while having the shaper of a bodybuilder. Keep in mind I do use anabolic steroids, ( I do not reccomend going this route, I went through years of trial & error & suffered for years because of this decision). It's only recently I've learned to do it properly, & manage my emotions while on it.
It's not an easy path but the pros & cons for me were worth it. Just wish I had been ready for it & did more research.
But that being said I work my ass off in the Gym, Lift properly, with intention, Heavy, & sometimes Medium weight, I also eat every 2-3.5 hours, waking up in the middle of the night to eat sometimes. Appetite has been amazing lately.
So yeah the Anabolics is great, & helps, but you don't see the same gains without having your Diet, Training & Sleep in check. I wanted to do a Cycle before Colombia to feel even better about myself & increase the likelyhood of things going well with my Ex Gf.
She messaged me last week, telling me to come see her, & we had a good talk two days ago, It is seeming like we will be getting back together, I am planning on moving in with her, I am going to see her the day I land we spoke about it. Her attractive for me is back & I know once she sees me now that I'm healthy & not coming off an addiction full of subconscious fear. (Overcome Fear has helped me SOOOOOO MUCH) v2 has helped me allot but v3 even more so. & continues to do so. I feel allot of fears going away every day, & week. I'm grateful.
Anyways, I'll be living on top of a mountain overlooking the city with basically no neighbors, & she has two pitbulls & tons of space in her home for my dogs I plan on flying out there, & my studio I plan on building up there.
If all goes well I will be living the life I always wanted, In nature with a beautiful woman full of passion & making Music with lots of Animals.
I am filled with joy, I feel like OF v3 has helped my Manifesting become very powerful because I don't worry anymore & stay positive.
I also have a Colombian Model who is a 10/10 Beauty who really wants to meet me, she works out & she seems cool, I don't like models personalities & I don't like big egos. But If things didn't end up working out (I know they will though) then I have her as a back up plan. To at least meet her & see if we have potential for dating or just fun.
I also have a bisexual Colombiana who is a sex freak who is equally excited to meet me but I have no interest in dating her, just maybe have fun & wild sex.
But I intend on being loyal to my Girlfriend & being commited to her if she wants the same.
So happy right now, thank you Shannon & everyone else in this community.
I fly on the 15th to Mexico for a layover then will arrive in Medellin Sept 16, I will likely start a new journal at that point.
My sex drive is insane right now, I feel like an Animal but smarter then I ever have been, my brain is super healthy right now, I feel my brain working harder & more efficiently then ever before.
I contribute this to Subliminals, Diet, (Pescatarian diet full of Raw fish.) & the use of certain substances that help open mindedness & creativity / intelligence. I don't want to speak about those because it's not what this forum is about.
I love life for the first time ever I am truly happy. I never went a day in my life with true joy until recently. I felt joy for periods of time but ended up in heartbreak or severe pain shortly after.
this time around I feel like if things didn't end up going my way, I would still be happy & just find someone else to love.
Cheers to major growth & healing,
Focus on INNER game & Self Development to reach higher levels of consciousness & feel Joy. Money is great & helps with allot of things, but it won't bring true happiness. you need balance in life.
