08-16-2021, 12:05 PM
Had some intense dreams last night, & was finally able to get a good sleep after I went back to bed, It's raining today fortunately (we have allot of forest fires here in BC) so I was able to sleep in til 12 30. I needed it. I was exhausted, I feel better. I didn't use the subliminal last night.
I had some intense overcoming fear dreams, So I've been brainstorming the last little while & thinking about when I am going to develop video content for my new Dating/Attraction Company.
I have some fears about going on camera, & I guess just the fact that once I put it out there it's out there forever, so I want sure it's something I won't regret, a fear of looking foolish or coming across less confident than I really am due to being camera shy.
In my dream, I was recording myself making video content for the business & it was going REALLY well.
I think this dream was helping me overcome my fears of going on camera.
Which is interesting because I've come out of my comfort zone completely when it comes to my rap music, but I am hiding behind my rap alias, & I don't have to be seen yet.
That dream was much needed & a big step towards reaching my goals. I am not going to start developing video content until in Medellin, for multiple reasons, more brainstorming, better environment, also because I want overcome fear to continue to do it's thing & make sure that when the times everything is as perfect as it can be.
I guess I am trying to be controlling right now & not just rush things. I am in no rush to get this business up & going, but once I am in Medellin I plan to spend a significant amount of time writing & making video content. Developing a "following" if you will. On Facebook Private groups, & on my Youtube Channel, that I will link when the time comes.
I will also probably hire someone to video record me doing daygame approaches. I had sex with 6 women last time I was in Colombia in a span of 2 months (the last 2 months I stopped focusing on dating & purposely didn't go on any dates, because I was running out of money & because I had just got out of a relationship with my Colombian ex gf & wanted to focus on the gym)
I believe this time I will have sex with MUCH more. & I will also approach more women. I met most of the woman randomly, but didn't do many day game approaches.
I met them through the friends I made while I was there, & I met my ex on Tinder. I spent a significant amount of time focusing on my ex gf while I was there, 8 dates before we had sex. It was honestly so great waiting for sex, when it finally happened it was SOOOOO much better. It felt like I earned it & the tension building up led to better sex.
She was also the hottest woman I ever had sex with IMO physically. I really have a thing for Latinas. The way they talk & there femininity
I have one really beautiful sweet Columbiana I'm talking to now that I am planning on meeting her for the first time , I never got around to it last time.
Excited to go there, I should be there by mid-late October. & Stay for minimum 2 months but I'm going to work towards staying there indefinitely. Only coming back to Vancouver for 1-2 months in the summertime.
I still had allot of fear last time I| was there although I saw great success, Overcome fear V2 helped me do things even though I felt it. But now I am basically fearless, I would be lying if I said I have 0 fear, but it's at a point where I don't think it will affect me.
For example, for the first time in my life I've been doing approaches here in Vancouver without any anxiety. got like 8-12 women's contact info last time I went out. All of them really beautiful cool fun woman.
Unfortunately I don't have a mental connection with any of them & don't want to pursue them.
I think DMSI could also be the "surprise" subliminal.
I had some intense overcoming fear dreams, So I've been brainstorming the last little while & thinking about when I am going to develop video content for my new Dating/Attraction Company.
I have some fears about going on camera, & I guess just the fact that once I put it out there it's out there forever, so I want sure it's something I won't regret, a fear of looking foolish or coming across less confident than I really am due to being camera shy.
In my dream, I was recording myself making video content for the business & it was going REALLY well.
I think this dream was helping me overcome my fears of going on camera.
Which is interesting because I've come out of my comfort zone completely when it comes to my rap music, but I am hiding behind my rap alias, & I don't have to be seen yet.
That dream was much needed & a big step towards reaching my goals. I am not going to start developing video content until in Medellin, for multiple reasons, more brainstorming, better environment, also because I want overcome fear to continue to do it's thing & make sure that when the times everything is as perfect as it can be.
I guess I am trying to be controlling right now & not just rush things. I am in no rush to get this business up & going, but once I am in Medellin I plan to spend a significant amount of time writing & making video content. Developing a "following" if you will. On Facebook Private groups, & on my Youtube Channel, that I will link when the time comes.
I will also probably hire someone to video record me doing daygame approaches. I had sex with 6 women last time I was in Colombia in a span of 2 months (the last 2 months I stopped focusing on dating & purposely didn't go on any dates, because I was running out of money & because I had just got out of a relationship with my Colombian ex gf & wanted to focus on the gym)
I believe this time I will have sex with MUCH more. & I will also approach more women. I met most of the woman randomly, but didn't do many day game approaches.
I met them through the friends I made while I was there, & I met my ex on Tinder. I spent a significant amount of time focusing on my ex gf while I was there, 8 dates before we had sex. It was honestly so great waiting for sex, when it finally happened it was SOOOOO much better. It felt like I earned it & the tension building up led to better sex.
She was also the hottest woman I ever had sex with IMO physically. I really have a thing for Latinas. The way they talk & there femininity
I have one really beautiful sweet Columbiana I'm talking to now that I am planning on meeting her for the first time , I never got around to it last time.
Excited to go there, I should be there by mid-late October. & Stay for minimum 2 months but I'm going to work towards staying there indefinitely. Only coming back to Vancouver for 1-2 months in the summertime.
I still had allot of fear last time I| was there although I saw great success, Overcome fear V2 helped me do things even though I felt it. But now I am basically fearless, I would be lying if I said I have 0 fear, but it's at a point where I don't think it will affect me.
For example, for the first time in my life I've been doing approaches here in Vancouver without any anxiety. got like 8-12 women's contact info last time I went out. All of them really beautiful cool fun woman.
Unfortunately I don't have a mental connection with any of them & don't want to pursue them.
I think DMSI could also be the "surprise" subliminal.
