Deactivated my FB & restricted access to it using an APP, Taking an extended social media break. Also back on the No Fap / No Porn, When I was in Colombia I fapped, but did No Porn for about 4 months.
Starting to realize how some people in my life are extremely manipulative & the patterns of taking advantage of me in the past. Going to cut these people out of my life once & for all.
I noticed some of my friends have ulterior motives & are doing things in an almost sociopathic way to gain something.
I also recognize which friends of mine are real.
Focusing on the gym heavily for the next little while, taking a break from AL substances & alcohol.
Not going to focus on dating, I have one women here in Vancouver who wants to go on a date with me, been talking a while, & another one who wants too as well. I don't feel like going out with them right now.
I felt like I had allot of strong desire for woman the last little while & I am working on eliminating the desire & need for woman. Basically focusing on self love, & focusing on myself.
I will get back into dating when I feel like it.
There is one person that I do want to date right now, my ex gf in Colombia but we got into a fight & it seems as tho our relationship may be over for the meantime.
Us breaking up was one of the things that sparked this desire to focus entirely on myself. I was only upset for a few hours, Now I feel fine with the break up, I am disappointed & I think about her sometimes but I am not feeling like my heart is broken or anything like that, I feel fine. 0.5/10 upset,
I am upset but I don't FEEL upset. I barely feel any pain. 0.5 /10
Starting to realize how some people in my life are extremely manipulative & the patterns of taking advantage of me in the past. Going to cut these people out of my life once & for all.
I noticed some of my friends have ulterior motives & are doing things in an almost sociopathic way to gain something.
I also recognize which friends of mine are real.
Focusing on the gym heavily for the next little while, taking a break from AL substances & alcohol.
Not going to focus on dating, I have one women here in Vancouver who wants to go on a date with me, been talking a while, & another one who wants too as well. I don't feel like going out with them right now.
I felt like I had allot of strong desire for woman the last little while & I am working on eliminating the desire & need for woman. Basically focusing on self love, & focusing on myself.
I will get back into dating when I feel like it.
There is one person that I do want to date right now, my ex gf in Colombia but we got into a fight & it seems as tho our relationship may be over for the meantime.
Us breaking up was one of the things that sparked this desire to focus entirely on myself. I was only upset for a few hours, Now I feel fine with the break up, I am disappointed & I think about her sometimes but I am not feeling like my heart is broken or anything like that, I feel fine. 0.5/10 upset,
I am upset but I don't FEEL upset. I barely feel any pain. 0.5 /10
