08-11-2021, 07:40 AM
Today was the most one of the most if not most significant days of my life, I don't know where to begin.
I just about finished a song I've been working on for the last 2 weeks, at about 2 30 in the morning, I decided to trek to a different city within our community Called Port Moody, with my two dogs. A German Shepherd & Pitbull/Presa Canario, One on each hand..
There is backstory to all this., I was in a toxic relationship for two years, & I lived on this street called "St Johns" where the police station is, the place where the undercover cops would park there cars was right across from my apartment so I would see them arrest people all the time when I lived in that apartment.
Anyways, there was an incident one day where my toxic crazy ex gf wouldn't let me leave my house, & when I was trying to escape through the door & she was trying her hardest to keep me trapped in, her hand accidently got injured a little bump. & the police ended up giving me a no contact order, meaning that me & her no were no longer legally allowed to contact each other.
This was crazy because we both loved eachother & she had no where else to go, so this led to us having to avoid the police all the time & basically living like were in hiding, there were many times where I had to put her in the trunk of my car just to enter our apartment.
I went to jail 8 times in a span of 4-5 months because of this stupid LAW, it came to the point where I developed a relationship with the police officers & they got to know me & realized that I wasn't the fucked up abusive person they thought I was. the 8th or 9th time they caught us they let us go without arresting me because they finally realized the damage & abuse they were doing to me & how stupid the law is in this situation. They were abusing me.
so I've had allot of fear & trauma because of the police, specifically Port Moody Police, I decided to do a hour long trek there, & hour long trek back, into that city where the cops always roam at night, there is only one street so it's easy for them to catch people or pull people over.
I walked down that road, first thing I see as I was entering the city ironically, was a undercover cop, so I knew that I had been spotted, and they all know me, it's a small police department, so the word got out. I had made it my intention to try & have an encounter with the police, so that I can make a statement, I guess a form of rebellion & expression, showing that I'm not the same person that I was before & showing how free I truly am, now, before I was dodging & hiding from them, now I was trying to get them to pull me over intentionally.
I wasn't going to be rude or anything, I just wanted to have a discussion with them, let them know how I'm doing, & let them know that they abused me without making them feel guilty for it.
anyways, as I'm walking down this long road, I end up at the Police Station, I sit on the bench, with my two big intimidating, sexy dogs that they know very well, when I was getting arrested my Presa was a little puppy, they would have to go give the dog to my mom.
I knew they knew that I was there, I ended up walking all the way to the place that the undercover cop would always wait in front of my old apartment, & when I got there , their was a japanese tuner undercover cop, with a Ar15 Assault Rifle, beside him, I stood near the police officer, looking right at him trying to get his attention with my stare, he wouldn't look away from his phone, he wouldn't look at me.
It was kind of annoying, because I wanted to overcome my fears & have this climatic ending to the story like I had envisioned.
so I ended up walking back , again walking on the middle of the road, (it's 3 30 am almost no cars), & keep swiitching from one side of the road to the other arrogantly, trying to get them to pull me over finally, I had even waved at a cop I saw driving by a few min earlier,
then as I walking, a Port Moody Cop Car drives by, & it's one of the ones that's I remember & knows me, I look at him, & wave, he waved back at me.
as he was driving by, I made this gesture like "come on stop me "
anyways I ended up walking home no problems, I guess they did a quick Facebook Search & realized I've change & that I'm not a criminal anymore. (my FB is "ILI YA" btw.
It was a life changing experience for me, because of all the trauma I went through because of them, & I have no hate towards them, I actually like most of them, I got to know them too & they are all nice people, they were good to me. I had a couple incidents where I raged at them before, but usually I was very respectful & polite with them so they realized I'm a good guy & liked me too.
then when I got home I got horny, & wanted to connect with a woman, so I decided to go on Chaturbate, & find a beautiful Colombian, I found a mature woman age 26-33 10/10. We had cyber sex, & sexted for 30 minutes. She had a vibrator thing on that whenever I gave a tip it would make her orgasm, I was sexting her while making her orgasm, & we made plans to meet up one day, I told her I'm going to come meet her in person & fuck her, & that it's going to be the best sex she's ever had. she said, we can travel Colombia together, I agreed, I have her on my Snapchat & other Social Media now & I am going to manifest it so that I go back in 1-2 months & have sex with her & she can help me market my business as well.
Today was PROFOUND <3 Thank you Shannon. Thank you Universe. <3
I just about finished a song I've been working on for the last 2 weeks, at about 2 30 in the morning, I decided to trek to a different city within our community Called Port Moody, with my two dogs. A German Shepherd & Pitbull/Presa Canario, One on each hand..
There is backstory to all this., I was in a toxic relationship for two years, & I lived on this street called "St Johns" where the police station is, the place where the undercover cops would park there cars was right across from my apartment so I would see them arrest people all the time when I lived in that apartment.
Anyways, there was an incident one day where my toxic crazy ex gf wouldn't let me leave my house, & when I was trying to escape through the door & she was trying her hardest to keep me trapped in, her hand accidently got injured a little bump. & the police ended up giving me a no contact order, meaning that me & her no were no longer legally allowed to contact each other.
This was crazy because we both loved eachother & she had no where else to go, so this led to us having to avoid the police all the time & basically living like were in hiding, there were many times where I had to put her in the trunk of my car just to enter our apartment.
I went to jail 8 times in a span of 4-5 months because of this stupid LAW, it came to the point where I developed a relationship with the police officers & they got to know me & realized that I wasn't the fucked up abusive person they thought I was. the 8th or 9th time they caught us they let us go without arresting me because they finally realized the damage & abuse they were doing to me & how stupid the law is in this situation. They were abusing me.
so I've had allot of fear & trauma because of the police, specifically Port Moody Police, I decided to do a hour long trek there, & hour long trek back, into that city where the cops always roam at night, there is only one street so it's easy for them to catch people or pull people over.
I walked down that road, first thing I see as I was entering the city ironically, was a undercover cop, so I knew that I had been spotted, and they all know me, it's a small police department, so the word got out. I had made it my intention to try & have an encounter with the police, so that I can make a statement, I guess a form of rebellion & expression, showing that I'm not the same person that I was before & showing how free I truly am, now, before I was dodging & hiding from them, now I was trying to get them to pull me over intentionally.
I wasn't going to be rude or anything, I just wanted to have a discussion with them, let them know how I'm doing, & let them know that they abused me without making them feel guilty for it.
anyways, as I'm walking down this long road, I end up at the Police Station, I sit on the bench, with my two big intimidating, sexy dogs that they know very well, when I was getting arrested my Presa was a little puppy, they would have to go give the dog to my mom.
I knew they knew that I was there, I ended up walking all the way to the place that the undercover cop would always wait in front of my old apartment, & when I got there , their was a japanese tuner undercover cop, with a Ar15 Assault Rifle, beside him, I stood near the police officer, looking right at him trying to get his attention with my stare, he wouldn't look away from his phone, he wouldn't look at me.
It was kind of annoying, because I wanted to overcome my fears & have this climatic ending to the story like I had envisioned.
so I ended up walking back , again walking on the middle of the road, (it's 3 30 am almost no cars), & keep swiitching from one side of the road to the other arrogantly, trying to get them to pull me over finally, I had even waved at a cop I saw driving by a few min earlier,
then as I walking, a Port Moody Cop Car drives by, & it's one of the ones that's I remember & knows me, I look at him, & wave, he waved back at me.
as he was driving by, I made this gesture like "come on stop me "
anyways I ended up walking home no problems, I guess they did a quick Facebook Search & realized I've change & that I'm not a criminal anymore. (my FB is "ILI YA" btw.
It was a life changing experience for me, because of all the trauma I went through because of them, & I have no hate towards them, I actually like most of them, I got to know them too & they are all nice people, they were good to me. I had a couple incidents where I raged at them before, but usually I was very respectful & polite with them so they realized I'm a good guy & liked me too.
then when I got home I got horny, & wanted to connect with a woman, so I decided to go on Chaturbate, & find a beautiful Colombian, I found a mature woman age 26-33 10/10. We had cyber sex, & sexted for 30 minutes. She had a vibrator thing on that whenever I gave a tip it would make her orgasm, I was sexting her while making her orgasm, & we made plans to meet up one day, I told her I'm going to come meet her in person & fuck her, & that it's going to be the best sex she's ever had. she said, we can travel Colombia together, I agreed, I have her on my Snapchat & other Social Media now & I am going to manifest it so that I go back in 1-2 months & have sex with her & she can help me market my business as well.
Today was PROFOUND <3 Thank you Shannon. Thank you Universe. <3
